A miracle...

2008-01-01T04:26:00.000-08:00

a new year...

a new blog...

it doesn't mean everthing old is forgotten...

its just new moments are given a new place..

a new start..

http://ane2sansari.blogspot.com/

2007-12-03T02:21:00.000-08:00

Hey..haha gonna leave NOW!!...hopefully we all would have a great time..inshallah..

assalamualikum...

see u guys next year...hope u have a great month too...
MIRu and DISHA...see u in india..if i can bump into u guys..haha
and nazrin and arch...go getta job da!..soon..
LYdia..renu..we will meet k?..soon..next year...i mean a month away...yea..

2007-12-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

The craziest thing that ever happened to you?: everything seems kinda off ard me..

How many friends do you have?: many many

Do you like pop-tarts?: ?hmm?

What Flavor?: refer to above

Do you smell sharpies?: ?

Who does your laundry?: the machine..?me? my auntie(maid)

What do you want to be when you grow up?: haha someone...

Did you ever have a dream that came true?: de ja vu? toooomany times

What was your first word?: im not sure.

Are you a giver or a taker?: haha

When was the last time you slept in a tent?: last year..haha sikkim

What's the worst veggie?: erm..dunno?

Favorite zoo animal?: you can choose...?

What song do you have stuck in your head?: nanananannnaaa..haha yea

who was your best friend in 3rd grade?: hiral..she still is..one of my besties

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?: yep

Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?: thought yes.considered no.

If you only had one day to live, what would you do?: id do exactly what i wanted to.

Do you like to travel?: yeah love it

Have you ever given a lapdance?: er....no

Have you ever recieved one?: no comments.

Would you ever dye your hair blue?: absolutely

How many languages can you speak?: three.fluent.

How old will you be in 12 months?: 19

What is your favorite dessert?: choices honestly.

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?: hahaha what kind of a question is this

Can you roll your tongue?: yeah

Do you flush the toilet before or after you pull up your pants?: ??

What shape is your heart currently in?: havent seen it. in all senses.

Are you passive or aggressive?: both actually only depends on what

Are you tolerant? patient?: yeah i think i am

Are you a daredevil?: hmmm is stunt driving counted?

Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: yep

What are you wearing?: t-shirt and shorts

Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: oh my god.yes and yesS

hower, morning or night?: both

Favorite chocolate bar?: none in particular

Ever thrown up in public?: yes

What would you do if you found out you were adopted?: I'll find out then

What's the closest blue object to you?: my phone

Do you watch Maurie?: no

What do you think about frogs?: you think about them?

What do you think about clowns?: i can do without thinking of them

Do you like the smell of gasoline?: yes a lot

Do you like your handwriting?: yes only when i decide to write properly

What was the last comment you recived last?: grammer someone.

Are you talking to anyone online or on the phone?: yeah my dear buddy;p

How do you feel about long distance relationships?: i dont feel anything about them.

Do you think internet relationships can really work?: noA

Any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?: no

Last friend's house you went to?: er..cant rmb?

Last friend you saw a movie with?: mags, denise, beth

Last friend you hung out with?: beth

What's your favorite Sesame Street Character?: oscar and of course the count

Do you like Barney?: no no and no.

Did or do you watch Teletubbies?: never. no way.

What's your favorite animated movie?: theres a favourite?...:(

What's your worst injury?: ah...now this is a good one. my quads.

Did it bleed?: no.

When was the last time you picked your nose?: Ill take note the next time for you.

What's the worst truth you've ever told?[while playing Truth or Dare]: theres a worst?haha who knows

What was the last Dare you told while playing?: can't remember

What's the dumbest dare you ever did?: haha i really can't remember.thereve been so many.

What is your favorite type of weather?: wind and rain. better together

Have you ever gone to far with a Dare?: hmmm(:

If you had three wishes what would they be?: 1.: 10 more wishes...?2.: refer to above3.: refer above

Are you lazy?: epitome of it

Are you scared of the dark?: no

Do you cuss a lot?: not really

If you do, do you think your cool when u do it?: no

Do you have a problem with dirty words?: no

What's your favorite thing to do?: usually just spending time with people but other things too

Have you ever been Pregnant?: no

Would you steal from a friend?: def not

Would you sneak out?: yes.

Where?: try find me?(:

In the morning are you cranky?: depends

Whats your weakness?: me myself and i

What was the last song stuck in your head?: refer to above (many pts up)

Are you shy?: no.

What color are your eyes?: dark brown.

Do you litter?: no

If you do, do you feel guilty after?: a bit yes

Have you ever licked a frosted pole in the winter?: why pole?

When was the last time you cried?: a few days back. just teared though.

When was the last time you ever faked sick?: haha last time i missed school.

What is your blood-type?: O+

Have you ever been rejected by a crush?: er...

What is your favourite sport to play?: haha ill stick to cricket here

What was the last lie you said?: i'm studying ;p

Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?: ?? er no

Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?: (:they know

If you could travel into space, where would you go?: if i could i wouldnt think about

WHERE in space just that id be there.

Are you allergic to anything?:nope

What was the last book you read? did you like it?: ho hum lit books counted?

Do you thnk your a random person?: no far from it

2007-11-28T05:42:00.000-08:00

i was late...again..
i m gonna change my layout..m bored..

2007-11-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

its seriously irritatin..workin on the brochure for nearly a year...and NOW they tell us they are changin the layout..

that would mean EVERY PAIN STAKING EFFORT we MADE...is gone...kaboom..dissappeared..vanished..yea gone..

ARGHHH...
so can i throw something at someone or wad... hate when stuff like this happens...

its unfair..
but since when has life been unreservedly fair...gee i cant tink of a time..can u?

argh..sigh..this is seriously hopeless...i m crackin my mind for stuff to write with the 8 pictures i found..i can't cut and paste the old write-ups..or can i?

..though i m dying to do so..
this seriously sucks...

Picture 1: (the mountain)...WE have treked this mountain..u should too..(ahh utterly convincing..i bet the readers would leap of their seats and get a ticket to sikkim..)

picture 2:(somethin...i can't quite figure out..at this point the pungent smell of someone's
perfume is gettin on my nerves...i cant sae anything..its an aneesa shut up now situation, which really sucks..)

[edit] You noe..i can't stand irresponsible ppl?! yea i can't for the record..nor can i stand ingrates..so if u are either then u are in my go-to-hell-&-hope-u-get-a-life-book..yea...well for someothers they don't have to be either..their names just enter the book immediately..for no rhyme or reason..yea yea..i noe random...but i m so freakin pissed..argh wad the..[edit]
okey the rest can wait...yawns..yea tomorrow is a new day..file save..argh saved...
nites

2007-11-25T04:14:00.000-08:00

Apparently i m as follows...yea...yea..u be the judge

Temperament

Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

Interests

Balanced

You are methodical, orderly and precise. You enjoy life most when it's uncluttered, predictable and certain. You have a noticeable propensity for detail and even the tiniest bit of disruption throws off your well maintained balance. In a world that can leave you feeling out of control and chaotic, you are a constant for yourself and for others. When all else seems to be changing, you tend to remain the same.

Amusement

Adventurous

It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.

Passion

Physical

You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.

2007-11-18T05:55:00.000-08:00

man...i haven't studied for physics...

AND i m totally worn out..
ive been goin out..or doing something ever since friday...

here is how it went..

sat:
Slept in the morning at 2a.m (was doing something for someone special!!)(don't bother guesing who)...
Woke up at 6.30 to pray...cldn't slp after that...
went to the SINDA meeting...
later went to have lunch wif sam, devi and miru...(coz sam's goin' to m'sia on MON!!)
yea..then went to the shop stood there till 8.30..man...
came home watched my THALAVAR's padam (suriya...haha he is one of my thalaivars..haha)
so i slept at 2..(AGAIN!!)

Sun:
woke at 10.30..
went to religious class..came back at 12.30..
went out to see NAZ and RENU!!! haha YEAhoo...
YEa so we went out...reached home at 7.30...so tired..
I CAN"T FREAKING SLEEP COZ..they are having this deepavali concert...yay..how wonderfulll *rolls eyes

OkEy 2mr all the way till wed i have gotten myself booked..here it goes..

19th NOV: SINDA moring 7.30-10.00...then come home study..go leave sam OFF..bye sam..come home again..Must finish studying.. (SIgh one dae..wad the..)
(yea i din sen sam off sadly)

20th Nov: Physics paper 1..last paper (HOOoray)..then going out wif cuzins..
(din goe out wif cuz..went out wif Mum, grandma and broz..)

21st NOv: nothing yet.. (think i nd to do some visa thing..)

22nd Nov: Miru's & Mard's Burf..i tink from afternoon to nite.. (and mornin wif arch nazrin and mr vic and ms anne)

23rd Nov: Mornin wif cuzin..lunch..and go out..

24th NOv:

25th NOv:

26th Nov: Sinda (whole dae..)

27th Nov: ...i have sumthin on..dunno wad thou..

28th Nov: Meetin wif juniors and Mr vic and arch/nazrin...after tat goin out..

29th NOv: goin out wif sam and disha..

30th NOv: Archifest..Whole dae..nite some networking thing..

1st Dec: Archifest...half dae../ SInda..i can't decide yet..

2nd Dec: goin out wif lydia and renu

3rd DEc: flying to INDIA
.....
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.(ROT/Shop/have a hell of a time or something in india..i m only hopin')
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30th Dec: arrive..s'pore..home sweet home..

31st Dec: SLEEP

1st JAn: New years dae...hoping to get a job ( telecom?)
* what really happened
there u go..my two months..gone..

2007-11-14T23:11:00.000-08:00

NAzrin sent me an email...it was a damn nice one...if u ain't a mulism...or don't believe in god..it doesn't matter..just read it...its touching..

Asalaam Alaykum (peace be upon u),

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies. The Muslim had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah through intuition. The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to people through intuition?'

After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how Allah had led them in different ways and that at the end you'll know it was Allah(S.w.T) Who has directed you. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.

Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey.'

As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is that you?' He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk came into his head. 'Okay, Allah, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.

As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'

This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, 'Okay, Allah, I will.'He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop.

He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a semi-commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street.'

The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. 'Allah, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.

Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay Allah(SWT), if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here.'

He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you want?' Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. 'What is it?' The young man thrust out the gallon of milk,

'Here, I brought this to you.' The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking Allah(SWT) to show me how to get some milk.'

His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?' The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he
had on him and put in the man's hand.

He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that Allah (SWT) still answers prayers.

2007-11-14T02:49:00.000-08:00

So the meaning of my name in FACEBOOK..haha

Attractive
N*** (i din like the word..)haha
Energetic
Enthusiastic
Sharp
Approachable

and the real meaning of my name is Friend as well as Woman...

haha go figure...

Celes just told me that UNI is tough...wad the ****..

First it was secondary skool

then JC..

NOW UNI!!!

(people keep saying that the level u r at is the hardest)

then wen u go UP the STUPID ladder,...u realise that they are lying

...the next step is worse!!

TO ALL THOSE WHO SAID JC A LEVEL IS THE HARDEST...

<<<.~beware~.>>>

ANEESA'S OUT TO GET U!!

and u better wish u are right...

2007-11-13T06:12:00.000-08:00

OKEY breathe...yeah yeah the air goes in and COMES OUT!!
yeah OUt out the air MUST come OUT...it doesn't matter from where..the back or front..but out it must go!!

see im going nuts... thanks to the A levels!! we should certify cambridge for making us go nuts..wad u think r u willing to petition against them?..then they can certify us As..sounds like a superb deal..i wonder if they will buy this..

i consider it done tomorrow after econs...today was draining after chem AND econs ESSAY..man..haha ECONS was painful...for my fingers..kept writing and writing and writing...i tink after awhile ur fingers get used to it..either that or ur brain insists that the hand does not stop or...the result will show..haha well its ova..

I CAN"T WAIT 4 2mr!! after econs i m in heaven..haven..both!!

2007-11-10T23:07:00.000-08:00

HOW CAN THAT BE??

oh my..i m reading someone's econs essay...the person wrote 4 pages (in total for both part a n b)!! and got 21 out of 25 marks?!! wad the .... this is seriously nuts...man!! did the person cast a spell on the teacher or sumting..gee..i m going nuts now!! HOW DID THE PERSON DO IT?!..
sigh im hoping for a miracle!!

2007-11-10T00:00:00.000-08:00

When you meet a seeker in the way of Allah, approach him with sincerity and loyalty and with lenience. Don't approach him with knowledge. Knowledge might make him wild at the beginning, but leniency will bring him quickly to you."

Shaykh Muhammad Nazim Adil al-Qubrusi al-Haqqani

2007-11-07T23:50:00.000-08:00

This song was running through my head during math paper two...

its an arabic song...its beautiful..its called FARTAQI (Advance)

Advance in goodness and rise to the horizon

Sublimity wanted from Muslims

You are the symbol of pearls and glories

Abandon the mud and rise to the sky

You will never see a night without a star

Run up the flags and go ahead

Light the lamp and be determined

Overcome the terrors however dark they are

Always advance by your firm will

Be a mole and symbol for people

Who seeks glory and sheds tears

Under the cover of dark night

Or raises dust in the enemy's face

Heaven has perfect magic

Always advance by your firm will

And be like mole and inspirational symbol for people

damn nice right..thats teh english translation btw...but ofcourse the actual meaning and words mean more...just like tamil...chinese or malay...its the native language that really matters...matter more and impactful!! thats y i LOVE tamil..ahhh...beauty in a different form...

everyones gone OUT..haha i m supposed to be studying econs...i just don't know where to start...okey bye...gotta go..i tink ill start somewhere in the middle...good luck to me..haha and u who are reading this esp if u have a's ...go study lar..stop wasting time..haha..JK..but really...i noE.. GOT NO MOOD rite?!...
sigh...

I lost the momentum yest when i went to the shop to take over my dad for 4 hours...gee...then i went wif my cuzins to c her new home (ITS BIG AND NICE, mashallah.. yea)..then i went out to see serangoon road lightings..haha wen we came back..i watched tv till 2a.m!! oh man...there!! i din study and my momentum left me all alone to fend for myself..hate it..oh wad da HEAVENs ( i don't wanna sae hell..haahaa for a change..)..there my life as of yesterdae..okey i gotta go...listen to that song and HOPEFULLY start on econs...sigh...inshallah..

bye

2007-11-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

haha OKEY!! life is blissful...

yea..
ive got it all planned out..the minute A's ends MS nirmala has given us jobs..haha volunteering for the sec1 -sec5 ting..all the way till 1st dec..(yea and i have something on nov 30 to dec 1st..gee sticky situation)

on 3rd dec going to india..and coming back on the 30th..haha and then..
i plan on signing up for some telecommunication thingy (REI's Idea he says got good pay..n u need to think (lie) on the spot...argh..i m a perfect fit for the job)
all the way till jan 21st.. then MOE here i come..haha great..there u have it my POST A's life..

ofcourse there are plenty gathering and meetings!! WOHOO!! oh that note abt ELIZA..my long lost primary school friend..i have finally gotten in contact with her..after 7 years!! She found me in FACEBOOK..haha oh man i need to tell hiral this..7 years...man m i old (those who are older hope u feel that u aint that young too)..hey cldn't help it with that comment: misery loves company..haha JK..
aniwaes like when sam asked "what are you gonna do when u grow up" i said we already hav...man and it felt scary...oh no 3 more years to becoming a true matured...irritaing..boring adult...(i can really wait..)sigh...

OKEY goody luck 4 A's..according to me its a week (but my A's timetable doesn't agree with this...sadly)

2007-11-01T00:29:00.000-07:00

Allahmdurrillah...i found some nice songs...i loved this one...hear it...
haha
GOOd luck 4 A's btw..

2007-10-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

...from the quran...
a few words...

"(277) O ye who believe! Observe your duty to Allah, and give up what remaineth (due to you) from usury, if ye are (in truth) believers.

(278) And if ye do not, then be warned of war (against you) from Allah and His messenger. And if ye repent, then ye have your principal (without interest). Wrong not, and ye shall not be wronged.

(279) And if the debtor is in straitened circumstances, then (let there be) postponement to (the time of) ease; and that ye remit the debt as almsgiving would be better for you if ye did but know.

(280) And guard yourselves against a day in which ye will be brought back to Allah. Then every soul will be paid in full that which it hath earned, and they will not be wronged.

(281) O ye who believe! When ye contract a debt for a fixed term, record it in writing. Let a scribe record it in writing between you in (terms of) equity. No scribe should refuse to write as Allah hath taught him, so let him write, and let him who incurreth the debt dictate, and let him observe his duty to Allah his Lord, and diminish naught thereof. But if he who oweth the debt is of low understanding, or weak, or unable himself to dictate, then let the guardian of his interests dictate in (terms of) equity. And call to witness, from among your men, two witnesses. And if two men be not (at hand) then a man and two women, of such as ye approve as witnesses, so that if one of the two erreth (through forgetfulness) the one of them will remind. And the witnesses must not refuse when they are summoned. Be not averse to writing down (the contract) whether it be small or great, with (record of) the term thereof. That is more equitable in the sight of Allah and more sure for testimony, and the best way of avoiding doubt between you; save only in the case when it is actual merchandise which ye transfer among yourselves from hand to hand. In that case it is no sin for you if ye write it not. And have witnesses when ye sell one to another, and let no harm be done to scribe or witness. If ye do (harm to them) lo! it is a sin in you. Observe your duty to Allah. Allah is teaching you. And Allah is knower of all things.

(282) If ye be on a journey and cannot find a scribe, then a pledge in hand (shall suffice). And if one of you entrusteth to another let him who is trusted deliver up that which is entrusted to him (according to the pact between them) and let him observe his duty to Allah his Lord. Hide not testimony. He who hideth it, verily his heart is sinful. Allah is Aware of what ye do.

(283) Unto Allah (belongeth) whatsoever is in the heavens and whatsoever is in the earth; and whether ye make known what is in your minds or hide it, Allah will bring you to account for it. He will forgive whom He will and He will punish whom He will. Allah is Able to do all things.

(284) The messenger believeth in that which hath been revealed unto him from his Lord and (so do) believers. Each one believeth in Allah and His angels and His scriptures and His messengers - We make no distinction between any of His messengers - and they say: We hear, and we obey. (Grant us) Thy forgiveness, our Lord. Unto Thee is the journeying.

(285) Allah tasketh not a soul beyond its scope. For it (is only) that which it hath earned, and against it (only) that which it hath deserved. Our Lord! Condemn us not if we forget, or miss the mark! Our Lord! Lay not on us such a burden as thou didst lay on those before us! Our Lord! Impose not on us that which we have not the strength to bear! Pardon us, absolve us and have mercy on us, Thou, our Protector, and give us victory over the disbelieving folk. "

ofcourse this is just the translation..the real meaning would mean differently from person to person...i m so gonna learn arab..

2007-10-26T04:16:00.000-07:00

OH NO!!
o.k. i had NO IDEA i had GP consultation for AN HOUR..Today
I obviously din't go..COZ i din't write down the Slot..i wasn't supposed to have it..
ARGHH.....Oh wad the heck..man?! I think Ms chiew was trying to call me in the morn..i (AS USUAL..wheneva i nd to be in touch wif) had my Hp switched off!!
AND it doesn't help that i actually woke up TERRIBLY early this morning..(at 7am!!)
ARGH...where shld i go and bang my head?..(okey stop of thinking of where..i don't plan on doing it...)
SO there u go..someone would have had benefitted from that 1 HOUR slot!!..sigh..i m pissed wif myself..gee aneesa way to go...

ON THE BRiGHT SIDE...Ms chiew might hav had a well deserved 1hour break..ok i m not that pissed animore..i tink she really deserves the break! Go miss chiew (oh she smsed me asking if i were sick..since i din't come for the consultation..thats y i noe i missed the consultation..)
OH well haha it might be a good larf...erm in the near future of course..

2007-10-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

a nice song...
esp when some of us are in the verge of breaking down..

go on..its the last lap no use turning back now...

Life...

2007-10-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

So the saying goes..."somethings are meant to be.."
...perhaps...haha..somethings are really meant to be..

I have no comments for the world and wad you do...keep hurting me and all ill do is smile...=) i mean that is wad u wanna me to do after all...

one day we smile..the next we frown..haha life...wadeva it is i hope i learn patience (not the hard way)...smile..it will make u realise that u make others smile too..even if u r hurting...

2007-10-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

FINALLY...i m hitting the 10 hr a day studying mark...

haha and i ended up sleeping at 3a.m coz i was trying to make up for the time i spent sitting srd with my family (and my cuz had come over so ofcourse i was with them)..and the 1hr batminton game i played against my bro...(thanks to that now my haemstrings tightand my but aches).so i was studying physics and i m close to being done with physics!! hooray!!

Note:i said close..but the degree of closeness differs from person to person aint it? haha..so go figure how close..

Then i ended up over sleeping by HALF AN HOUR!! and came late for chem..haha..chem was funny coz rei (who was also late & sitting next to me..almost) was meddling with his shoe and socks and staring at the paper blankly...i wasn't any better..but it was okey i din fare that bad..haha i did pretty well actually..so happy..allhamdurillah..

Then i had gp consultation and i LUV ms amy chiew..she is a great teacher..yeah..i finally passed aq(got 5 marks!!)!! man i was rejoicing...damn happy! Allhamdurillah...ya allah tank you!!

erm lets skip econs consultation..haha nothing much happened then..

haha later all of us went to the lib and it was fun, funny and haha nutty...man it was nice lar..we were crapping the whole time...haha..devi told neetha and me abt her love biodata!! haha that was nice to listen too...and we had a great time lar..crapping and all..devi went to collect the math mock paper 2..while sam, mard n i were at the lib..we went home after getting the math paper..haha..sigh...lifes blissful..allhamdurillah...

AND i m smsing samantha eng now!! finally..haha..

Hey to everyone who is trying hard..it will pay off..inshallah k...don't give up... (try writing ur grades on bright coloured post-its and paste it infront of u! it works.. gurentee 100% plus chop!)

Remember breathe the word perservere..yeah!! we will see that silver lining of that hidiously black cloud.. soon soon...trust god..he''ll help us through...

o.k.haha i don't tink i can reach my 10 hrs of studying mark today..haha..man...can't wait to go to skool back on tues!! for math consultation... (strange...i dreaded skool b4 we graduated..now its the complete oppo)

2007-09-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

L.A.S.T E.N.T.R.Y B.E F.O.R A.S T.H.I.S I.S N.O.T M.Y P.R.O.M.I.S.E!

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hey if u see any changes aint my fault..this com has an auto correct function.. =P

Oh man so damn sad..this year i only attended 3 traweehs (is that how we spell it?) MAN 3!! how pathethic?! sigh..o.k. will do something abt it yeah?

And in the mood of forgiving..in the month of forgiving...to who eva i have hurt unknowingly..sorrie..i din't mean it..i hope u forgive me.. yeah unknowingly..but if u know that i did it on purpose (i don't hurt people on purpose btw..)..but if u think then..by all means its okey if u can't forgive me..yeah haha but a pleasent request..try to yeah? pls..thanks!!

HAVE A GREAT TIME FASTING THE LAST FEW DAYS>> HOPE I CAN FAST THE LAST FEW DAYS TOO (TTOT)!!

also..persevere...yeah we should be breatheing this wrd by now..to devi GREAT JOB GAL ON GEOG..i hope u prove who eva u nd ta prove wrong..and lydia..m so proud of u gal!! yeah and to Miru, mard, sam, Samantha eng, Yihui and all those doing As..we shall work our butts off!! For the next few daes at least! Go go Go

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haha i lke ginger meggs comics and here are some funny quotes

DO NOT FOLLOW ME, I MAY NOT LEAD U
DO NOT LEAD ME, I MAY NOT FOLLOW U
GO OVER THERE ,SOMEWHERE!

TEENAGERS ARE PEOPLE WHO EXPRESS A BURNING DESIRE TO

BE DIFFERENT BY DRESSING EXACTLY ALIKE

2007-09-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

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[music: ya-seen read by mishari rashid]
[mood: reflective]

haha it was such a pity i cldn't go to watch the movie yesterday..but no regrets...haha it was nice catching up with people..and sitting reading "5 people you meet in heaven"..

its an interesting book that tickles ones senses..makes one tink and appreciate life better..yea it does..a very interesting philosophical book...yeah.

..rat-a-2-ie is a nice movie..i wanted to watch it wif devi, sam, mard and miru..but haha cldn't soo..i watched it today morning!! haha we have the DVD so there my morning was spent watching movie..then the rest of the day i was reading..man i love books.. i can't wait for sat can't wait to see renu and lyd..after soo long..and then naz on mon..haha i can't wait! Ohhh and thanks to hiral for inviting me to ur party...it was so nice to hear ur voice after so long..have many years of friendship...11? and u too esther, disha..nice talking to u all...

You Are An INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But not an easy person to stay in love with.
Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.

At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded

When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic

What's Your Personality Type?

yeah something i did..do i agree with it?..don't know u tell me..haha

another one

***You Should Drive a Ferrari***
Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good!

You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

2007-09-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

THROBBING HEADACHE..& HEARTACHE..

but first to devi!! Eh ignorance aint bliss lar look i even have an entry on IT!!haha..

LIFES LESSONS...LEARNT THE ~~EASY~~ Hard WAy
(Editor: Aneesa, Chief Editor: GOD)

Lesson 1: When the teachers (esp Mr tan) say that the paper is gonna be hard...
....it REALLY means its gonna be hard..

Lesson 2: Don't fight it.. embrace it* and it will embrace you...

*it is not found in the dictionary and its definition differs from person to person.

~~Lesson 3: Wasting time is not the best way to live life..u rather spend it sleeping or watching tv..~~
(the above statement is censored because chief editor finds it misleading)

Lesson 4: Reading this is a waste of ur time and mine but i m doing it for a reason (i need a break from studying!! its a good reason okey!!). Thus unless u have a reason to read this.. u shouldn't..it has side effects such as grinning at the computer screen and having the person next to u stare at you..

Lesson 5: To learn LEssons on life..U must live it not waste it away..

This is not the end..due to the editor's inexperience and the chief editor's divine understanding we could not compile a better edition of this..but keep ur eyes glued for the next edition..it promises better lessons learnt (esp after getting prelim results)

Next episode would be on:

Learning to SLEEP through LESSONS on LIFE the easy way
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oh btw i just did a personality test and this is wad it says:

You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to loose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people then you will be stress-free.

haha..hmmm..tink its true..waddaya tink?

2007-08-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

www.ummahfilms.com

go here guys..it has thoughtful videos..

Not afraid...just fear to disappoint u..

I m trying..i m satisfied...i respect u but i m sorry i have failed u a time to many..

my luck just runs out i suppose when i face u..my efforts are fruitile... i really really don't wanna disappoint u..mind u i only tell this to those i love and respect..i m trying, yet each attempt is seen as failure..in ur eyes.. i m sorry...i m on the verge of breaking down coz i have let u down umpteen times..sorry...i did try..and will do my best..

2007-08-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

I m Proud of...

ChuJun..

for her hardwork and her constant smiles and cheers..you go gal!! Mr tan is proud of u too!..Luv her for her resilience and never say die attitude..U'll do great

Samantha Soon...

For her Talents...Multitalented young gal who looks extremely pretty when angry... M proud of ur Movies and think u did a great job..glad to have a friend like u..

MArd...

For her determination in life..when everything fails..she gains inner strenght and fights like a true, hidden warrior...for giving emotional support 24/7..neva give up dear..

Devi..

For her courage..attitude..haha and her love that she shows so subtly...she is the pillar of support for those falling...yet someone..who needs a pillar too..will be urs...thanks 4being mine..

Miru...

For her larfter and friendlyness...understanding and reasonable approaches..for her trust in me..ill keep ur secrets...haha hope we go to new zealand..haha...

Loga..

for taking in all the hurtful, "ouch" ish comments i hurl at him..and yet understanding and taking things lightly...for his sensitiveness to others feeling...and being a great guy friend..

Krish..

for being a really great friend in the few months we knew each other.. for listening to my nonsense and opening urself up and trusting me..

Arch..

for understanding..haha for always bickering with me.. and being a sport..being high and enthu and caring showing ur lov and care a million times..and for being the nex person i can speak tamil so freely to..

Nazrin..

For ur efforts and understanding..for the same frequency we share..for listening to me speak tamil and neva eva saying a word of displease although my tamil is terrible to hear..i m 4eva greatful to that..

Samantha Eng..

For her wit..her smiles..her stories and her charm...for her trust and love and understanding and for the connection we have...and click in such a weird yet wonderful way..

Disha..

For being the only one who makes me feel like hitting her, hugging her and larfing with her all at the same time...For her patience and hidden love that she tries vainly to hide..luv u

Esther yap..

For being the girl who never changes..i loved u then and even more now..for her humbleness and down to earth attitude..she has much to brag abt..yet i neva hear a whisper of such..

Nazirah...

for her chatter and the only person that i m never ever lost for words...for compromising and coming to a decent agreement and larf off any anger or sadness..

Renu..

for being able to face the storms that God seems to throw at ur path a time too many..i would never be as strong as u are/ have been..know we r close by..and we love u..

Lydia...

for being there..and teaching me how to show grattitude..for making me a better person and teaching me how powerful the words I LOVE U are..i love u now..and foreva..

My Brother (sabeer)..

for not being a person like me... for being a great brother..smart and hardworking and loveable and religious..whom i have always learnt from..and i have neva actually taught u as much as i have learnt from u..(considering u r younger than me..thats says a lot)..luv u

My 2nd Bro (shafeeq)..

for ur patience and making me larf after irritating u many many times..haha i can't say or put a finger on how u do it..but u just make me feel like a kid haha..luv ya..

My Parents...

For raising me up..for making me be who i m..no words i can say would express the amnt of gratitude i have..LUV U!!

FAmily...

For being there in one way or another...thanks..u have changed my life..affected me and taught me abt the world..

I Forgot to tank someone very impt...

TO allah (god)

Thank u...for letting such beautiful and wonderful people into my life..

Without u..i won't be here..i wouldn't be here..LOVE YOU!!

YEAH>>THANK U all!!

Luv Ya

AND haha i din't keep to my words..ill stop blogging k..haha

Bye..

2007-08-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

Okey i lifted this off someone's blog..it is not a crime right..im giving the person credit...

Let it sink through okey?..

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,

freeways but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less,

we buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families,

more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense,

more knowledge, but less judgment,

more experts, yet more problems,

more medicine, but less wellness.

How true...with this note..ill end my blog..for this year till a's at least..

id like to tank all those close to my heart...

luv u guys..
good luck for A's okey?..

its the very very last lap...we will reach the shore soon...

i can see it ...the shore..can u see it too?!

2007-07-21T06:37:00.000-07:00

Someone asked me if i was over the top and had a full plate...

the answer was no..i gave a weak smile..a dazed look...it was a very distant replacement for an apology i owe.. yet i made no effort to distinguish the difference..and clarify..the sorry..it came close to my throat..and thats where it left..

i knew the reason for the question..i knew the reply..yet all i offered was a smile..simple..utterly useless..but saved me the trouble of opening my mouth and speaking...i don't trust my voice animore..(haha considering my sore throat!..)

..let me be..

and please don't ask any questions..please...

2007-07-11T04:26:00.001-07:00

hey go to the link below..and i m no longer pissed at u..i understand!! it seems like im immune to results and hey does anyone noe wad do they mean when they say verify ur email add for friendster?..its getting on my nerves..

http://www.sta.nus.edu.sg/~zhangjt/life/lovegame.html

2007-07-11T04:26:00.000-07:00

2007-07-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

u disappoint me..

really u do..

don't blame ignorance..for ignorant is wad u want to be..if u don't hear or bother it does not make u ignorant, it makes u foolish and deaf..

don't blame ignorance for ignorance is not a situation, its a choice..if u want to know something u WILL go out of ur way to find it..u are not blind nor are u blinded..u simply chose to chose ur eyes and stare at darkness and blame it on naiveness.. how much of a fool u are i simply cannot measure..

don't blame ignorance.. for if u bothered then u would have found a way.. if u cared enough u would have done a good deal of searching...i was only a click away..an email wld do..a call wld do..an sms wld do..u noe how to reach me..yet u never bothered to find a way to reach..u cldn't care less..y bother perhaps..coz im only no less than a click a way..

now i really don't care..it has happened a time to many...ur direction has changed..u live for today..forget abt those who used to matter yesterday..now when times get back..i will be there..i will give u a hand..yet thats all ill give.. no shoulder for u.. coz..today u din't find time..to say a hi.. and all i asked for u to say hey man hows life.. if thats to hard..then i can't say much coz i made the effort.. it ain't no wrong asking the same in return..

ever heard the saying..ignorance is bliss??...

well now u noe that the one who claimed so..

isn't left on earth or was perhaps inane when he blurted..coz perhaps he was all to comfortable in the bed of ignorance..indeed it was his ignorance that made him not too wise..not to smart...

wad eva lar..really..

knowledge is wad makes a person respectable..ignorance is an excuse to be dumb..without taking much credit for the dumbness..

aniwaes today i went wif my bro to his taek wan do grading place..u really realise that respect comes with knowledge and wisdom...ir espect weidah and his sis for their humbleness..man..so much of experience yet their humbleness is so great..yeah..i will finish my belt..one more..i will do it..

bye

2007-07-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

MamMaMiaa...

okey new spects ready...on tues

an extra earhole on my left ear..

and a heavy heart..

today afternoon..my shoe that was close to being torn tore completely today...while i was rushing to meet miru and devi at toa payoh..

so i went to mend it..and was late 10 min (excluding the 15 + 5 min extra time i asked from miru) haha

i tink miru was very pissed..sorie man..

and it got her more aggitated when we were looking all ard the place to get my ear pierced..in the shop i tot i had heard renu saying that she had gotten hers pierced for 4 bucks..(cheapest ard)..

after 8 unsuccessful atempts of calling renu, we decided to leave the place and go to orchard to get my spects... done..yup..

then she calls telling me that there is no such shop in toa payoh..she got her ears pierced at bishan..haha i cld have sworn i heard her say tp not bishan..haha but i won't risk it..haha..so i aint swearing..so sooo sorie devi and miru..

okey ill skip to the heavy heart part...

I just hope things go fine for you..u noe that we will stand beside u no matter wad..we luv u..4eva...our friendship has become more pure over the years..have weathered small storms..but hey ..6 years long...and we have always been there 4 you...just know that we are a call away..and this is no diff..Luv u...just know that wadeva happens happens for the best...we might not understand it now.. but time will only tell..for the greatest healers are time and GOD..i hope that u will survive.. life has been a little harsh on u..a time too many perhaps..just know tat u have our shoulders to lean on..cry on..our hands to hold..our hugs for warmth..i noe its hard..i noe u perhaps wont read tis now..but have faith..and ull see that every tunnel has its end..every sadness is coupled with happiness..its just difficult to see the light as our eyes are blurred by tears..but..just noe..we are there a call away..luv u renu..luv u..

Oh btw both my brothers are bothered by my newly pierced ear..haha..but i did it with my mum's full approval..haha luv her man..luv them all..

2007-07-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

yeah so i have another paper..

a headache that is pounding..

a fever that is on its way to making my weekend miserable..

and..

a morale that is hitting the pits..

wow so much for after exam blues..( yup first time ever)

and if u are going to ask how was tamil oral?..

i hav one word to say..good..

first time in my life i thought i spoke decent tamil and the examiner was apparently enjoying it ( unless it is in the examiners' code to nod no matter how terrible the student speaks..if tats the case..then i m dumbfound)

sigh.. i really wanted to get over and done with econs..practically dragged away loga from moorty ( sorie moorty din say a bye or anything)..and cut short moorty's conv..so sorie man..and was "half running and walking" (quote loga) towards the entrance/exit..calling mr nandwani when he said..oh mr nathan said if u can't make it by 3.30 then we'll have the paper on another day..sigh so next sat it is..

and i m not gonna study AGAIN for that paper..

starting today its my HOLIDAY!! haha,,

have a great holiday!

toodles

2007-07-01T20:46:00.000-07:00

you all should download safari...its much faster than Internet!

go now download it comeon!!

aniwaes..i wasted away saturday and sort of half of friday coz i din do satisfactory work for myself..so now im down to mugging chem, econs and maths on ONE freaking day..sigh..

i won't even have time to mug for econs after chem coz we need to go to SRJC..for tamil oral..and speaking of tamil oral..one last shot!! must do my best...

i just realised that we will reach skool after four (according to logas calculations) and then sit for an econs paper that is wad 2 hours? OH man..i can't even enjoy the day!! last day of exams and i reach home at like wad time?! 7 or 8?! argh...

oh but i tink im better off compared to loga.. he has a history paper the next morning..so GO loga GO!!

okey now that the iphone is out in USA..lets all cross our fingers and hope that man-made technological beauty will be next to us in a couple more months...MAn y can't they release it universally on the same day like harry potter's 7th, final bOOK!?!?!

okey a few aims:

1. (i won't tell u coz its my secret aim!! haha the more people knoe it the more chances of it not happening..haha)

2.Get a job at isetan (is that how u spell it?!) at the end of this year..prob with miru( miru pls work wif me haha i haven't asked her yet), Mard..and DEVI (the genius who gave me this idea!!)

3. Start saving money to go Texas by the end of next year

4. Learn how to ride a horse in Texas!!

5. Get to a gd Uni (erm again won't tell u which uni..Haha..coz i dunno also which to go to!)

yup 5 incredible aims..ready to be conquered..HEre i come!!

haha so yup i can't wait for 6.oopm wed to arrive!!

2007-06-23T00:11:00.000-07:00

WOWHOOO!! we getta retake our tamil oral!!

is that great or wad?!

i m so happy..i mean more chances of getting A if i do well in the oral..haha but ill be happy with a B though!!.

but its coupled with a bad news..it is smack in the middle of both econs and chem papers and we need to go to serangoon JC to take the oral..arghhhh!! thats bad..but im still damn happy abt the retaking of the oral...now ill talk slow and not say "vanna vannamaana saapadukalai saapidalam.."

okey ill chill 2mr last day of hols man we deserve a break!!

haha

oh btw someone get me a horse..i wanna ride one!! i luv horses..

tata and gd luck 4 mid-years!!

2007-06-04T05:54:00.000-07:00

Today i was late for practically everything..yup..haha

oh and i m in love with Dean (played by jensen ackles) in Supernatural..sigh i wanna start acting again..i wanna be on the stage and rule it..it was so fun..i love acting..i really love acting..sigh..i love acting..

its the only thing that can make u feel like another person, be another person..and yes have a totally different background..i learnt so many thing from drama than i have in my enitre 16 years of my life( this is excluding the years spent in NYJC cos i have learnt abt just as much)..so many thing.. numerous thing that experience has brought me..

i learnt about people..abt how to play with ur looks..abt how much we judge one on their apperance rather than their charactors.. abt stage presence..abt how to control emotions..abt acting..and abt actors in real life..so so many things i have learnt and some tings that perhaps has scarred me..

sigh and DEAN the charactor just throws a reality check on me..i realise the startling similarities and the respondsibilities we share yet on different grounds..i applaud Jensen for his talent and skills along with hard work..him and Jared..Yup..

Oh back to abt me being late..haha i sorta over slept and reached skl half an hour late..not really regretting it..and so was mr tan..nope he wasn't tat late haha but he has a car..and i have a..er..bus that is so dear that it comes whenever i aint waiting for it..talk abt sixth sense-less vehicles..haha

i was (naturally) commenting on his striking yellow crocs and saying how disgusting the ..thing (it aint even worth the honour of being called a shoe). He asked if i had a problem with crocs and i said yeah its disgusting to look at and the yellow colour is erm "breath taking" literally..
and the reply i got was surprising. He was wearing it for his son..both of them have the same kinda crocs and he wasn't sure if his son was gonna wear it for the movie..yeah..i thought that was really nice.. and i really respect him for that..yup i do..

Oh and a shout iut to my M'sian PAl

SAMANTHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DArling gal!! hope u r having a rawking time in penang.

LOVE YA GAL!!
Till next time BYE..

2007-05-31T22:20:00.000-07:00

argh..life is beautiful..haha i got some emails on horoscope and really i tink they shld shart naming them HORRORscope..reallly..here goes some of them:

"*You are attractive, and love your life.You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted.Once you get angry at someone, its hard for you to forgive them.* "

and another

"ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. "

and it ended with

"16 years of bad luck if you do not forward."

ofcourse i didn't forward..haha..

although i can't possibly deny them all

haha
up to u to guess which ones i will deny and those i wont

Haha
on a better note lets talk abt life.. something 18 years of living in this..erm world taught me..
haha

That sometimes god leaves us a gift at our doorstep. It sometimes is wraped in dreadful wrappers..like perhaps newspaper..or maybe toilet paper. Ten we decide that the gift is not worth looking at..it is probably something disgusting after all the wrapping is not so appealing aint it?

so we sit down toying with the idea" should we open it?" our hearts have been broken after seeing the gift..do we need to really get another heartache? But curiousity gets the better of us and we open it.. then we realise that the gift is so

...beautiful..

god had crafted it with his very hands.. intricate details, amazin ary of colours..everything abt it is appauling.. it is beauty in every aspect..

a true beauty..

ten we cry, ashamed at ourselves for doubting god..and his creations.. we are ashamed..

we realise that god wrapped it up in dreadful wrapping so that we will enjoy the true beauty of the gift better and that god had spent so much time on the gift..that a wrapping just din't matter..it was the value of the gift..the value of the love he had put into it..
oh shame on us on looking at the external value of things rather than its true value..oh shame on us..

so next time u get a gift..from god (or from me) if it is given in a plastic bag.. then rejoice..for the gift is perhaps so much more beautiful than u had ever imagined..

haha life

toodles

2007-05-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

today was gp seminar day..it made me think..we actually dont give murderers a letal injections so that their pain will be eased..but rather our pain (of watching them suffer) easen..i dinnoe if he should die.. coz by dieing it din really make anything betta...as ms quok (tink i spelt it wrong) says every mother is losing her son..which makes it so bad..sound even worse...sigh...but there was/is no choice was/is there? if one kills another it seems only right to kill him..just so he feels the pain i guess..i dont know..hiyah just don't murder anyone lar..it really aint worth it..bad record in both worlds, this and the hereafter...and that aint so wonderful ya noe...sighs...

oh haha u guys should watch the movie (sleepers) fully its damn nice i saw it some years ago..haha brad pitt is hot haha.. i actually din remember the whole movie (bits and pieaces hit me during the day(yesterdae) like during chem haha) but i remember that there was this part of the movie u will understand sumthing... yeah it is really a meaningful movie..it was too bad that we couldn't see all of it..really too bad..sigh watch it! haha damn nice movie and devi,mard,sam and miru u guys noe wad/who to look out for in the movie..haha damn nice damn nice..

argh exams are coming and is school holidays...those two in the same sentence isn't good..means must work hard during the hols.."caint wait 4 the hols" sigh..

toodles

2007-05-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

Ive been trying and trying to get into this ting..and guess wad some idiot hecked it!! argh!! so irritating..wad so fun doing that? aniwaes thank you for not writing any shit in it..would be a great disappointment..and the fame and glory will go to me if ur entry is superb! haha wouldn't want that would i?..

Aniwaes i still don't get y some people seek joy in others getting hurt..like they thrive on others tears..morbid..seriously get a life man...
i mean its kinda silly to watch someone crumpled at ur choice of unreasonable and utterly redundant words..just so u can rejoice cause you noe that you have made their dae a horrid one..really silly.. just sit down and think about it..retaliation is okey..rebutting is acceptable but revenge is completely another level..a lower level (incase some psychos become proud thinking they are higher..u aint that high mate..) so ya..tink next time you say something that u noe will hurt someone..think again..would u be happy when someone does the same to you? i wouldn't..(but i tend to hurt someone if they delibrately put salt in wounds and are extremely unreasonable in accusing me of doing/tinking someting i m not guilty of..(hey i m trying to change k?)hahau shld try too!)

Another irritating ting is when someone stubbornly insists that they are right about something about u...yeah don't u think its annoying? haha i don't know i find it particularly annoying to have someone tell me wad my schedule is..and insisting that i know my schedule all wrong even though they don't even share the same schedule...haha kinda illogical..rite.

.its like someone comes up to you says "hey that is not your mom nor is that ur dad!!" and they rarely have seen ur parents..so nutty!! so immature and silly really...call me a fool if u think i m wrong to know who my really parents are and for a million reasons i would know how they lool like rite?! oh man its so hilarious..haha

oh btw ofcourse this is a completely blown up picture but it is still very very pesky..sighs..

On a lighter note...some people whom i really respect more than usual..

Mr Quek: For his fatherlyness.. haha humour and down-to-earthness..i thought it was great that he actually came down to our class and talked to us and it really stricked me wow..he is so so nice..although he is not the best in stringing up words to express his deepest feelings..he is still so nice coz he is really worried about our welbeing and for us..thats nice..

Mrs huang: i dunno how to say y i respect her..u must experience it then u noe..just go for a consultation slot and ull be enlightened..really..oh and her wisdom preceeds mine by manifolds..

yeah..ill update more people whom i respect!..haha till another time..if there is another one..see ya..

toodles

2007-05-05T08:41:00.000-07:00

Humans are strange beings..

today was fun!! Mystrey 240 we weren't that bad actually we were goood!! haha damn fun!! aniwaes so tired (and smelly)after runnning and running. we had great team spirit!! Go halu (something) brouhaha (it means clamour clamour!!)!!

Haha aniweas i was so stinking after that and had to stand in the shop..so i asked farzanah to lend me a shirt (thanks da!) and took a sorta shower in their house..haha i was stinking so bad! i wonder how those on the bus could stand it!

aniwaes i was reading A book and i think we all (esp gals coz it aint a guy kinda book) should read it.. go now hurry go get that book!!
haha its "at first sight" by nicholas sparks...
DAMN NICE

2007-04-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

I m wonderin...
haha about life..
this week was so fun and nice..

haha..
yesterday, yi hui and i were on the 24 bus, there was this backpacker who came on the bus and he did not have change for 5 bucks. So he was asking around. Yihui and i were in front so i was like how much do u need? he said preferably 2 2dollar notes and a dollar...then i was (thinking: rather give u how much i need as its hard to dig 5 bucks out) so i said how much money you need to get on the bus? he said i think about 1.60? so yi hui and i started digging and found that we din have enough coins..just then another lady gave him the change for 5 bucks...haha the guy was a hot american..haha reminded me of the time lydia and i saw this guy on the bus with blue eyes can neva forget it!!

aniwaes yihui and i got into the Sikkim bagpacking mode! haha it was funny and nice nad we were practically the only ones talking..the whole bus was dead silent and our voices weren't exactly soft..haha but it was fun! so glad yi hui is taking 24!! We both have company now..haha

aniwaes thanks ya all..psp, devi sam mard and miru, lyd, renu, sam, nasreen, and all those who wished me happy burfdae..
Krish for the tamil notes, siva for passing them to me nasreen for passing them to siva..haha yup long chain siah!!

OOOhh i m fallin for wentworth miller...haha yes lyd bad guys here i come!! and i m so glad i signed up for the econs remedial!! it was damn good..haha..and man this week was so nice thank u guys..

2007-04-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

HAhaha i did a personality test and here is wad it says so true!

Extraversion
Some people like lots of stimulation; they want people around them, activity and excitement, whilst others prefer to be able to focus on things in a calm and quiet environment. Most people prefer a blend of the two extremes and your answers suggest that you are quite comfortable in either situation. You can probably cope with things being a bit hectic or a bit quiet but, like most people, you may find extremes in either direction uncomfortable or annoying.

Confidence
Some people make decisions very easily and tend not to worry about them before or afterwards while, at the other extreme, some people are so careful and cautious that the decisions never get made! Taking a cautious approach can be a good thing (do you want to fly with a pilot that is so free from worry and concern that she never checks her controls and instruments and doesn't bother to communicate with air-traffic control?) and you seem to have described yourself as someone who does tend to be quite cautious and careful. This can be very important in detailed work or areas were mistakes can have a major cost although you may find yourself avoiding risks and many cautious people wish they were bolder.

Openness
While some people like experimenting with new things and ideas, others prefer traditional methods and taking a very practical approach to problems.
Your answers suggest that you like to balance a willingness to try new things with making sure you don't scrap an existing approach that works just because it has been around for a while. Like most people you may not enjoy constant change and uncertainty or an environment where nothing develops from year to year, but your preparedness to see the merits of new and old alike can be helpful.

Agreeableness
Most people want to be able to get on with others but to some it is the most important thing in the world, whilst others are quite happy to upset someone else if it means that things get done.
Your answers suggest that you can be firm with people when you need to be but that getting on with others is still important to you. Like most people you would rather avoid conflict but are not prepared to put up with being treated badly by others.

Conscientiousness
Some people like everything to be well planned, tidy and organised, whilst others prefer to deal with things as they come up and appear to work in absolute chaos.
Your answers suggest that you don't like having things too structured or being tied down and you can cope quite well without having to have everything organised. This may make it hard to find things at times or for colleagues to know where you are or what you are doing, but you probably find coping with the unexpected (the things your colleagues didn't plan for!) easier than many.

Thanks u all for making my burfdae special...

2007-03-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

OKIES..so glad that today was half dae..din go to skool tou.. skool was from 9 to 12..and we were suppose to have P.e , half a math lect and econs tutorial. haha i was tinking since it was raining there would be no P.E and since it is mon, Miss lim wld be P.M.S or having terrible monday blues" and i really din wanna face MR adrian tan.. I have a feeling that i screwed the math paper big time.. and m praying that mr quek doesn't come after me.. have enuf people watching my back..and breatheing down my neck..no thank you mr quek..don't really need to add to the collection now..

The hols rawked..thanks, MIRU, YIHUI, LYDIA and Renu!! and sorry disha really wanted to meet YA!! STOMP THE YARD RAWKS..and i wanna watch TMNT wif me bro sooooon!!

2007-03-20T22:07:00.000-07:00

Can anyone spell freedom betta than i do00ooo0o0000o0000ooo000ooo000o0o0o0o0o000o?
haha
man its over
can't wait to meet up with farah and renu ...and perhaps even disha!!
haha
sam and kim can't make it not fair..so sad..haha i was smsing disha just now and she just make me larf at the weirdest of tings..
disha will be known as mule from now on..haha a mutal agreement we both agreed on..sort of..
haha
and SORRIE arch..din mean it..
was pissed and mad..haha then
NOW m as crazy as eva...WOOO000000OOoo0oooO000oo0OO0ooOoo000
and was fun studying wif YI hUI yest!! luv ya dear!!

2007-02-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

Free-Wheeling Leader

its pretty true m surprised..
put ur mouse over..the box ting..it will tell u wad the colours represent u shld do it tooo!!

2007-02-18T21:37:00.000-08:00

It got me thinking...

how long do we get to live?

if we were given the deadline then would things be betta?

would we be doing the tings we do?

how often do we think we'll live another day?

but wad if the marked date is 2mr? or even today?

can we plea for an extention?

will it not be granted?

wad if it is granted..yet we can't change much..

one day?..

wad do we do? where do we start?

do we try to plead for forgiveness for our sins..

or perhaps

try doing more good..

one day might not be enouf..

a week perhaps to undo the things done..

and do those undone..

funny how we cling to our lives..

and wish of death when things don go our way..

and when death comes knocking our doors..

we ask it to wait till another day..

when we will send Him an invitation

to come into our lives and take the only thing we really own..

funny..how life really is and how much we hid each day..hoping that words will fade away

will it really change?

its probably another lie we add to our collection..

how long do we think that putting a facade will get us anywhere

how long before the alarm rings..

and someone says i noe wad u have done ur whole life..

ur smiles that mask the frowns..

the larfter that rings a sadder tone within

the sweet words we say which are truly curses..

funny how we ask for our passports to be extended..

when our time on earth will not be spent any better..

perhaps asking for an extention comforts our soul..we can do something good another day..

after all we got our wish..

tomorrow will not be the day..

we are assured..

life is funny isn't it?

____________________________________________________________________

Nasreen thanks for caling..

love u..

MISS nazirah

gal call me when u free can?!

love ya

Made brinjal

wasn't that nice

but my father is insiting that it is delicious..

love my family!!

btw happy chinese new year

TOODLES

2007-02-17T19:59:00.000-08:00

Last breath

From those around, i hear a cry, an awful soft

a hopless sigh

i hear their footsteps leaving slow,

and then i know my soul must fly

A chilly wind, begins to blow within my soul from head to toe

and then, the last breath escapes my lips

its time to
leave and i must go

so its true but its too late
they said its soul has its given
date

it must leave its body's core
and meet with its ethernal
fate
oh mark the words that i do
say
who knows tomorrow could be your
day

at last it comes to
heaven or hell

decide which now do not delay
come on my brothers lets pray
decide which now do not delay

oh god oh god
i cannot see
my eyes are blind
am i still me?

oh has my soul..
been lead astray
and forced to pay a priceless
fee?

alas to dust
we all return
and shall rejoice
while....................................

if only i knew that before
the line grew short
and came my turn
and now as beneath the soil
they lay me with my record
flawed

they cry not knowing i cry worse

for they go home

i face my god

oh mark the words that i do say

who knows tomorrow could be your day

at last it's come to heaven or hell

decide which now do not delay

come on my brothers lets us play

decide which now do not delay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=At6rEVWJUtM

i got this off the net..damn nice scary...

how true this is..i mean even if one is not a muslim this applies, doesn't it?..we all will die one day..

and it goes down to heaven or hell..

scary..

any ways on a lighter note..

the cranes to grain was a success!!

thank u..

Teng lee, shu Juan, and poh sian...(my commitee..thanks and sorry.. so many miscommunication and we braved it so sorry and thank u)

Exco..( i dunno wad to say..xcept wif out u guys i would have not come any close to doing such a project!! i got all the help and best of helps from u guys thank u and lov ya!!)

the interact clud..( as miss nirmala said they rose to the occasion and thanks so much for helping even thou there were many obsticles.. the huge crane that was a flop and we had spent a good 3 plus hours on it..thanks for the time and effort)

Mardhiah..( thanks for helping me all the way.. you did much even thou u din have to..thank u dear love you)

Samantha, Miru, chujun, wing ki, xie xin.. (for giving me motivation and support.. for ur care and concern.. making me larf and boosting my moral haha and trying to cut the mutton piece!! thanks and love ya)

Rani and loga...( for helping me out so much!! even thou u guys are in a greater project and stuff..you guys really made my dae..thank u for helping!! u guys made a difference!!)

JC1s and JC2s and teachers esp Mr kwek...( for doing all that cranes coz u noe its gonna benefit others.. u guys surprise me so much and thank u all for helpin.. i really was surprised by the response and esp by those who stayed back just to do them!! thank u!!)

PSP and esp mandy( who made pracically the whole physics lect fold the cranes!! thank u!!) and the rest of PSP who helped and made the cranes even after 2 coz they were "free"!! thanks guys

Those whom i din mention.. THANK U guys so much u made a difference in one way or another..

OKey V"DAE!!

love ya all PSP ppl, kimberly, sam disha, samatha, mard, devi, miru and 0610..and thanks all those who gave me stuffs thanks ..lova ya all happy v dae!!

toodles!!

2007-02-05T04:29:00.000-08:00

hmmm...
if you have been reading my blog you wld realise that i can't be a story teller..
ive gotten a very monotonous way of expressing my life in words..
haha more of an emo person..
as in i can make one feel the same way i feel if i wanna..but can't tell a story in a way the person feels excited..very narrative..yeah haha..no comments..
YEAH
haha
i bored miru with my "then after that"s
aniweas..
THANK u lydia for being patient..
i overslept (first time in this year..and came to skool at845..when i had a meeting at 8.15 another at 830..haha..sorry lydia
and
I CAN"T BELIEVE that time has flown so fast..
haha esther thanks for calling during UR chinese lesson to tell me wad class you are IN!! i din noe you were that bored but it was great talking to you again feels like we have are still in the same skool and never parted.. so glad..miss u and love you

after so long feeling the sense of belonging again..comfort..thank u..god..and everyone who cares

LOVe pira se pal..
haha
FORECAST: aneesa's pocket is empty this week..
i noe my credit is gonna go below zero!! ..argh lucky me..

"Life is a bed of roses..just that someone forgot the cut the thorns" aneesa 06

2007-02-02T04:38:00.000-08:00

"Belive HIM for he is the only one we can seek without holding first impressions" 06 aneesa

today actually started out okey..haha had econs test that i probabaly screwed up a bit coz i din noe wad to write esp the last 10 min...yeah..haha but i was still scribbling madly coz i tot that i rather see two pages filled than one..haha

math was kinda funny coz Mr Tan has someting up his sleaves thats for sure! he keep saying " wad aneesa" and been extra nice...strange...i mean for MR tan it is strange..haha but it was fun all the more..he was wearing a not so decent top haha..madness..and was asking Koi fong not to look at him!?! haha..nuts

ten ECONS tutorial..sucked big time coz we had to present on the tutorial and Ms Lim decided to make my life hard..i practically stood infront of the whole class, having every statement i make thrown back at me!! she was asking y and y and i had no idea wad she wanted..it was worse coz i dinno anyting abt wad we wrote there..we wrote it on MONDAY for godness sakes..wad is wrong with her..and the worse part was she did this to only our group..unfair/ biased lady! Here i'd like to tank samantha for joining me and helping me answer that lady! Thank angel for her comment on the casino..its the thought that counts so thanks dear..
i was bloody pissed by the time i sat down..man i was so angry!! i din even bother trying to understand the reasons she gave for that qn..really so irritatin!!?..man..i was bloody pissed..

GP was havoc..haha aaron is so funny and i donnoe how dwane can keep falling asleep?! i mean he justs sleeps tru..haha..Yu Zhen and i were talking abt villa royal and the no of cars they have..haha.. yeah fun

Miru waited for me for an hour and a half coz i really needed to talk to her..thanks miru.. its been so long since ive talked to her..and yeah was fun.. after that loga, miru and I went to teka and it was chaotic!?! haha.. and loga and i were sitting on the steps whe hui shan came..said "happy dating"..haha full of shit..i reminded her that we were frens..then miru came finally from the other enterance and loga gave me the aneesa u said she will come thru here look! haha then again my ez-link was giving me problems at the enterance..haha second time wif loga ard..and in my life! so put 2 n 2 together you get...LOGA is JINXEd haha.. loga was larfing tilled her cried..

later i insisted that farrer park was where we had to get down but miru said little india..and haha we got down at farrer park and waited for the next train..haha..ten when we reached jothi we had to take this lift that was a few centuries outdated..and miru almost got stuck..haha funny!! and later we went to ananda bavan to eat we ate two masala thosai (CaN"T believe that both loga and miru have never tried it before!!) and yeah loga ate paper thosai..
the ride back was funny and reflective..haha had a great time with those two thanks guys!!

Miru waited wif me for the bus 43 for a good half hour and we caught up wif loads of things..
haha then krish smsed me! so long since ive talked to him..he went to the debate and someone there told him my nic is pig..i m guessing that its nas! haha i wonder how did the debate go..

now i m talking to my beloved nazirah din noe that it was her..tot it was farah!! haha nutty me... BYe bye till next time!!

2007-01-29T06:04:00.000-08:00

m tired..but i need to write this..
Reply:

nope it aint the people who are drifting away..
wat made us stick together is no longer there..
just like glue will lose its strengh when mixed with water..
we just have lost our "togetherness" once the tide of life washes us away..
we have a choice at times and some other times we don't have must..
I understand how much you must have done..and m proud of u
i m sorry for not doing much..

somethimes some currents are too strong..they wash us away in a blink of an eye..
that is the ocean called life my dear..
sadly..that is the ocean we dwell in..

LOVE PSP..

wanna say tanks to HUI YEN for your effort on the video..it was great..

MANDY..for doing practically the whole script for out batch..

And the other PSP memebers who did their parts..

TO lydia..no matter wad you do..

we will be behind you..

we love you to the bottom of our hearts..

thanks for putting me in a special corner of your lives

have been thinking...

how many maskes have we pastered onto our faces..

when will it all vanish and show our true colours..

maskes you have,

throw them fast..

before they stick and

forever last..

How the week went:

got ring stuck on finger..had to take it out by force..(love my mum)

asked someone for forgiveness and spoke wat was in my heart( after a very long time)

went to uncles open house..love family..had a smashing time..larfed loads... m ashamed can't speak tamil beautifully...

..realised that i must make time..

din worry about any ting..

trust allah alot..more than i have in my entire life time (alhamdurillah..)

LOVE my family, friends..PSP..Lydia,farah, nasreen, nasloon, naz...samantha, kim disha, sam, miru, mardhiah, devi ..tamil NYJC class..and mjc ics..

2007-01-25T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today we saw the video again.. Yima, Mandy. Hui Yen and I..we saw..we emoed! and yeah..it was sad...

M greatful..

On the way home..i was tinking..and stuff..

would it really be good if we went back to sikkim again

would it be the same?

we keep promising that we will do it..

the next moment our words fade..

the 2nd moment we even ask the other..

DID I REALLY SAY THAT?..I MUST BE NUTS

No actually it is me..i m nuts to fall for that trick again..

how many times have these promises been broken..

i too a couple of times..

i too

Today sara said somthing that startled me..

He said "That smile always means something"

(or something like that)

and the most weirdest thing is that Ameer also said the exact same words

Years before..

haha..

startling..coz little people notice..haha how much a smile cld mean..

little..nope not a few...

not little as in tiny but those who really notice..yeah..

haha..

yeah so true...

i remember that there was once Disha and I larfed coz we failed chem..we larfed out loud..

haha..not coz it din hurt..it did..but it was easier to larf then cry..

sometimes one can smile to replace many tears..sometimes..

a smile can speak a thousand words...

but are you willing to listen? to the unsaid words...

to its silent meaning?..

haha..look beyond the smile..youll find a greater definition and perhaps..

Perhaps

a smile is just a smile

always smile

MEANING:

YOu will never find out wad im thinking..

try harder..

Thankful..

2007-01-19T05:04:00.000-08:00

alhamdurillah..thank you allah..for guiding me..

i have fallen in love..and i have fallen hard...thanking my lord for guiding me..

i have fallen for my lord..haha..how much more love can i get?!

thanking my lord...

i love sam eng...thanks sam..so nice seeing you after so long

love you and trust me if there is anyone who doesn't..

its their loss..

i have gained coz of your presence

4 people made me tink today..

loga: for his compassion and thoughtfulness...

Rei: for his kindness and understandin

sam: for just being herself..

sami yusuf: for his passion for islam..i have yet to gain..

thanking everyone who has made my life wonderful..

PSP..edex..sam..kim..disha..samantha..mard..devi..miru..

lydia..renu..nas

raja..nasloon..

and anyone i have not mentioned but knows that they mean alot to me..

and Allah..

2007-01-17T04:18:00.000-08:00

Actually...
if i really sat down and thought about it...
i would say this year would have been a sucky year if it had not been for...

PSP

no really...thank you guys big time..i mean i can be an idiot most of the time..haha but these guys just rawked..

my biggest fear... was that we would get on with life.. forget each other..ignore each other.. and pretend we never ever met each other..( always has happened so far..donno how people do it but they just do..some at least)

but it never happened this way..my worse fears were proven wrong.. which makes me wonder y i hadn't really opened up much during the first part of the trip..i wasn't shy..just afraid...had many trust broken..fragile and pretending to be strong..i din wanna hurt..not one more time..rather get tru it..and be happy.. then go tru it..fall in straight and lose everything at one go..

But these people i really love.. their strenght, smiles and mostly their warmth... i can't possibly single out anyone whose smile i haven fallen for and love i haven't felt.. thank you guys.. and i really mean it.. thanks for making me feel right even when times are wrong.. giving me the light and pillar of support... you guys might tink u haven't done much..but really you guys have..even by waving a hi and saying gd morning..LOVE YOU ALL... hope this will never fade..

As time and god are the best healers.. i can't possibly tank them both.. firstly for giving me strenght throught such wonderful people even in the midst of uncertainty and darkness..
Thank you all.. Love ya

2007-01-05T03:24:00.000-08:00

Sikkim India...in a word it rawks..For so many reasons..for so many things...

I luv Pira Se Pal India...in random order:

first snowfall..first shooting star..first snowcapped mountain..haha first time cooking for many people..first time washing toilet with 2 others...first incident with spiders as big as my palm..first time in a clod place with temp hitting -1..haha first time seeing teachers support someting wrong..haha..yeah and first time falling in love with 16 great people at one time..

Mr Victor: for your compassion, for your hardwork..for going wacky..for introducing and giving your best for us..for getting us there and getting us back and always trying to make us better...for telling us when we are wrong and giving full support during our cooking times..for agreeing that the potatoes were...(overcooked...haha)...burnt..and for laughters and joy

Mr Yeo: for your determination, even when it was hard...you neva gave up..for thinking i was serious..haha i wasn't..for being wacky at the craziest of times..yeah and for picking my breakfast bar up..haha i was stuggling and sad..and for just being there..for slowing down just to let us pass..for joining me walk behind ms anne..haha and for trying to sing hoo la lal la..

Miss Anne: For being so down to earth, supportive and determined..for just larfing with us on the most random of tings..for being part of us as a friend, more than a teacher.. for being just there.. helping us in every possible way. (eg.cleaning the kitchen)..for listening to me claim that u love me many a time and not denying it..as well as for getting high with us...love ya..

Arch: caring, loverble.. words don't describe my feelings..thanks for being there and giving me moral support.and u rawk..4knowing that i m pissed and understanding and i m so sorry for everything i did that might have hurt ya..thanks gal for going out of ur way..understand how hard it must have been..BUT u did a great job and u r a gr8 pal.grew closer to u.LOVE YA a million times..

Nazrin: haha HOO LA LAL LA..haha yeah i gotta knoe u much betta..We have so much in common.. thank you for ur support, your enthusiasim and giving your best shot..you did a great job..and i have learnt much from you..both religion wise and when it comes to respondsibility.. go gal..go..you are great just as you are..haha and we tink so alike..haha LOVE ya..

JIA Ci: now where do i start..at the times when you just tickled my bones by just being hungry, sleeping like a long like me..for playing bridge and eating the sour tings wondering y r u getting hungrier haha but most of all singing and making a recket in the kitchen..haha..for being yourself no matter wad time of the day and for giving your best shot..you cook good darling..LOve ya

Yi Teng: haha u rawk and get high at the most awkwardest of times..your singing.. thanks for putting your heart and soul in wad eva you do..and for being the best guy's height..haha for giving me a helping hand wheneva you could..for making the same racket in the kitchen everytinme we need to cook..and for understanding...LOVE YA!

Mandy/Si Hui: my angel..so pretty and i m still surprised..btw i told my frens u hav no BF we are all surprised..POTENTIAL GF,to guys out there..she just rawks..anyways i tink i really grew closer to you the last few days..your smartness, determination, reflectiveness, always helping people..thanks gal..for being wacky and we are in the same boat..nd a fren u have me!!LOVE u

Hui Yen: Crazy gal..who is so out there..so many characters..strong yet soft..man you are a great person to be with..brightening everyones life by just being urself..giving ur best shot..thanks for being high all the time even when u are down..for your passion and for going and going for the best..for being wacky and respondsible and caring...thanks..LOVE you..

Ben: Haha..For being a great guy who is becoming a man..haha for fun, laughter and joy..for taking the lead in treking and cooking(man u are gd) and washing the toilet..for stinking up the toilet and having no water to pour! and for crapping half the time..for winning the first few bridge games and tolerating our nonsense..THanks man..you rawk..

Yi hui: caring, compassionate, selfless, motherly, out going, down to earth..giving ur best..for being the best..for smiling when u are down..for helping someone worst off..for crapping half of the time and for just being there..for opening up and opening people up..for ur hugs warmth and larfter..thanks gal..thanks YI ma..LOVE YOu

Hui shan: wow..donno where to start..thanks for insulting me and letting me insult u..thanks for being thick skinned and sittin out of the bridge games..thanks for not copying my GP even when i offered..haha kidding..and thanks for being there to pull me up when i needed someone badly..thanks for making me smile, go mad and nuts..haha Lov U lar..auntie broom!

Sun Yu: scandalous..wacky..nutty..high..sentimental..being a great person who helps..and being a great spot..for being respondsible and sending smses even at NIGHT 1 plus!! madness..haha but i m okey wif it! haha for arranging chotic get-togethers and for fun laughter and joy..thanks for tahaning our nonsense(triangle, square?) haha..and letting us into ur life..LOVE u

Xue wei: eek?! y? Y? haha man u make me larf my head off and we can form a team just to bully hui shun..thanks man for helping me..standing by me when i needed someone..teaching me the dance steps and bullying me too!! haha man.. but wad would i do w/o u? haha thanks for ur nonsense..enthuness and wildness..haha LOVe u man

Mei Hung: thanks for giving in your best..being my buddy..i m a pretty difficult buddy btw and being patient with wad life has given..for being an extremely enthusiastic person..PSP sikkim wouldbe different w/o u..for making great sago malacca..for being open and frank and you draw great!! you are great!

2006-11-16T05:37:00.000-08:00

MAn wassup wif the Hotmail account...?!! too many servers?? wad sorta excuse is that?!

anyways while that ting decides to be nice to me..i shall blog..haha...i suppose u have figured that out... TOday started out great! its the kinda day When u wake up and u just Know that it is gonna be a perfect day! yeah those days..haha today was that day.. after so long i got a good night's sleep and i woke up at 7! haha 7 and i tot it was 8..so when my alarm din't ring i was puzzled as i was planning to not go for chem lect if i woke up on time and felt good.. Well the latter was definite...yeah and i WOke up early.. haha..yeah so i toook my time to get ready! and yeah..well the day went and during interact meeting Arch and Nazrin said something like how come i have best frens and they don't really consider anyone as a best fren.. Coz it might be considered clingy and all!! .. well i tink its Fine i mean u need to have few frens and they must be those who can give their life for you! that is friendship ofcourse there is family..nothing can beat that..but coming just a step lower is Friendship..so yeah well i do have few close frens but 6 BEst frens and YEah I LOVe tehm man... " LYDia, REnu, NAs , NAzirah, ESther and Samantha Eng..." thank You guys for making that bit of a difference that changed my whole life..Hey its these people i will Probably die for and of course my family ill do more than die..LOVE ya alll

Haha..think abt it..friendship will have a greater value taht way!

Toodles
ANeesa

2006-11-13T01:16:00.000-08:00

well Life...haha i dunno wad to say except i have been extremely busy..have practically no time for my family or myself or for my close fren..GEEZ...anyways thank you..Miru, devi,siva and NaZirah for coming yesterday...really appreciate it..
haha
well yest went for 3 jabs in the tourist thingy...haha well it wasn't that bad..except that last nite my mum woke me up and said "don't go school, got high fever" yeah haha LOVE her man, so i did wake up and contemplated on whether i shld go to skool..verdict: NO skool for aneesa. haha the jury(aka brain) decided..well haha it was a great sleep and then woke up at abt 11 and realised that they did INTEGRATION for math..my integration sucks big time and YEAH i don't attend the first lecture..smart aneesa..haha aniwaes i also happened to skip H1 physics coz yeah i din go to Skool rite..i am officially sick and GUESS wad?..the REALLy nice teachers took attendence and they did not do practical and did some other thing instead.. lecture..well...
yeah ten i had to leave my bro to skool when praveen called..haha yeah we talked for Quite sometime...and when i put the phone down my pre paid had ONLY $0.85..
sO Sad..LAter i had to go to Skool coz of OSLE sikkim ting..erm FIRST time i was early..( and yest i realised that Mr William hate ppl who r late!! will see the bad side of him or something like that...) haha But that wasn't the reason i was early..haha i reached the bus stop at 1.59 and the bus came at 2.03 so yeah fate!
Hahah well the thing was a DRAG and Mr william was kinda pissed or something..yeah taht we are loosing our flame or something..and NAzrin, Arch and I were feeling tired and feverish after that whole thing..ekkk...We also got the malaria pills..the one..taht will cause us to hallucinate..seems like sam is alright so i guess i will too..haha
man i m damn tired haha...so tired GOt a brochure to print!! SIghs...well..i also realised that I HAVE loads to do..BUT where oh where is the time..

OKEY promotion TIme!! REad the books Derailed and Detour By JAmes Siegel...SOSOSOSOS damn nice Read it!! NOw..it rawks...
haha
well Nites, TOOODLES
anesea

2006-10-26T04:44:00.000-07:00

okey..yeah results r out..i am happy..in a way..my class no one got retained!! so glad.. hope things will turn ard..fast! hope..u think? nay eh?..nay..i m freaking sad cuz my close chem frens aint gonna take chem animore..man..i soo will miss them.. Bee chin, wei ling.. luv u guys big time..

on a happier note my life is taking a huge u turn, social calendar is totally booked and i tink i can't/ won;t find time to do any studying..and Gerdah huang just had to rub salt in the wound.."i thought u were goin to fail chem.." well i din! so sorrie to disappoint u mrs huang.. well thats besides the point yeah?..haha y m i booked?..i joined OGL and now m regretting it..hope i screw up the interview and not get in..haha so much for positive thinking.. then there is the OCIP sikkim trip..can't wait.. there is interact club and the proposals ive yet to give mrs huang...and OP as well as deepavali and hari raya outings..well thats not it the list is pretty long coz i signed up for alot of shitty stuff..haha trust me to do that...haha so there a full holiday and stuff..argh man.. serves me right..
well hope all goes fine..and well...

Love you all..esp lyd, beechin, nas ,naz, renu, nasloon, nazrin, arch, mard, sam, miru, devi, samantha eng, disha, kim, weiling, raja..yeah haha all u guys

yeah
haha aniwaes..i had been crappy for the past few daes..haha yeah crappier than usual and snapped at alot of people..so sorrie if hurt ur feelings din mean to..
yeah
Toodles
aneesa

2006-10-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

Sigh...4 letters...improvement aneesa...haha its a start!! haha well nothing much to say..except tank u to a few ppl...arch..for being a nice idiot for saying u always love me!! love u too...Loga...for being a great guy and helping out so much the other day..i m grateful!! big time... bee chin for waiting 4 me today and not do anyting..thanks dear.. and naz for speaking to me almost tru out the night! luv ya...

haha
i realised my blog is becoming more and more like a "gratitude showing session" haha is there such a thing.?!
yawns sleepy..

to god..thank you so much..
i love you
hope u do too..

to someone...haha i noe we are frens and i m glad we are..and u r a great person yeah?! yup yeah..haha
TooDles
aneesa

2006-10-07T05:47:00.000-07:00

haha...man miss mjc ics big time...esp jc2s and all the first intakers..
argh...the haze was bad and i din get to talk to everyone .. and had to leave early...aghhhhh!!!
haha anyways miss u guys and good luck for your az..and promos
yeah
and i luv naz...nas...renu and lydia big time..haha also cute rani, shaleni, sri lekha, krish, arjun praveen,dharshini, janani and shilpa..yeah we guys need to meet again!

2006-09-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

OKEY.. HEY
haha long time no seee
i've gotten a lot of things to do...
haha
NO lydia i tink im 4eva late 4 tution...need to get my punctuallity timed to the rest of the world's...mine is 15 min behind the rest of this world..haha okey yeah will try to be early...haha yeah i mean i noe it sucks coz i noe..it does..okey...shld stop here..

YES disha ain't pissed at me and i sooo misss her..and sam and kim, esther, rox, PJ, PG, yi wei, Shu Yu,yeah and renu and nasreen and nazriah who BTW is MISSING IN ACTION where are YOU?

okey disha..haha that PIG>>>is sosososososo cute and she ditched us during the class outing..it din really go well the class outing... OKEY i m not gonna pretend that it was all so nice and all..coz it aint tru..i noe it m sure u do too...there were awkward silences being filled and that really sucked..yeah..well MIss all of u all and glad at least we had that time together..yeah MISS U! big time and i can't say that we neva had a great tome together coz the time together rawked and i love it ..now and 4eva...yeah

haha OKEY BYE toodles

2006-09-05T08:04:00.000-07:00

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1. i wanna go nepal
2. i wanna touch snow..and make snow angels
3. i luv to sing
4. i hate to swear
5. i don't show my true feelings
6. i wanna go heaven..who doesn't
7. i hate being tagged

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. FLYING ROACHES
2. CRAWLING ROACHES
3. SITTING STILL ROACHES
4. People who hint that they like you and they act all weird ard you
5. Getting struck by lightning
6. strange noises wen deh shld'ny be strange noises...tis i took from renu..i can't agree more
7. ...erm....when i hear a dog howling in the middle of the night and i get a tap on my back at the exact same time...

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
1. any westlife song
2. the murderer song..wads the title..by rihana
3. any blue songs
4. black eye peas
5. untitled
6. ..um...dunno
7. yeahhhhhhhhh

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. wad the hell
2. okey
3. yeah
4. wadeva
5. what
6.hmmm
7. yeah

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
1.sam
2.kim
3.disha
4.mard
5.sam
6.miru
7.devi

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blogwith 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself,saying who tagged you. In the end you need tochoose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names.No tag backs.(tagged by renuka...can't tank u enuf!)

2006-08-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

OKey...
sorrie Disha..ill try to sms..okey...
i really will...
argh..i feel like a crappy friend coz i have no idea wads happening in my Best friends lifes,
i suppose i shld have predicted this..
Well keep it in your hearts..i mean after all who m i?...
A rotten friend..
..............................................................

Misconception:
I am NOT smart..
NOT..
let this sink into your heads...
is it sinking?..
yet?..
do i have to wait longer?..
OKey?! nope its hardwork..
IF i don't get my BUTT off and DO anything ILL GET nowhere..and SMART people will get SOMEWHERE if they do the same thing..
Okey..so don't call me smart coz i work for it..it just does not land on my feet and i don't just pick it up...okey?..yeah?...

Misconception 2:...
erm i don't know..4got wad i wanted to say..BUt i agree BLogging sucks..don't know why im doing this though...maybe coz i know i can't talk to my closest friends as for some reasons in S'pore it seems NO ONE has TIME for anything but RUSHING around..
Can't wait to break from this cycle...1 year to go....

yucks..yucks yucks...Don't hid coz u think i can't see..
If you hid behind a glass wall ill have to be blind to not look at you..
Your hidding has proven me right...THANK YOU...

Okey..now apologies i noe that this is a very pissed Blog entry and im not usually like that..

ohh

yeah...okey toodles

2006-07-29T04:34:00.000-07:00

HEy..okey this is gonna be fast as ive gotten loads to do...

yeah

OKey..yest was fun! haha sorta..i mean..yeah..haha..THanks MIru..Arch,nas, rani, NAsreen(so miss u) , Shalu, RAni (MJC) yeah and all the other MJCians i saw yest..Felt like Home..

haha

But guess wad?..LIfe has SOme Great Reasons to live for..yeah..haha

Hmm Lydia's burfdae is coming so is Esther's and her sis and Arch, My mom, chujun, hiral..ARGh see how broke i m...

Sighs, haha And see how many leo friends i have! i have more but yeah..these are the closest..

haha
OKey yeah back to yest.. arch's bag broke and miru and i concluded that adidas bags break apart so easily..haha yeah trust us man..two bags in a month or so..haha okey then yeah..NYJC won 3 competitions wow..haha i was surprised no..pleasent! haha yeah i m glad..haha yes i m..

okey ill end this with MR tan's philosopy:

"the world has to be unfair for life to be fair"

how true!!!

toodles aneesa

2006-07-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

HEy..erm thing..
i seriously can'y find a word to describe u..
life is great
arghhh LOST gonna start..k bye

2006-06-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

O6O6O6

Dear...thing...
i decided to fill this up coz..
i donno y
but there is an urgent need to fill this up
=)
well was in Mjc first 3 mnts(and it was damn fun Miss all u Mjcians)
Now in NYJC
If anyone is eager for any comments..sorry but i have none to share..
LYdia is here..
THats the good part..
M in interact..
N love the people in it..
yeah
well abt the school..
erm
erm..
Nothing..Much

MIss MJC
and TKGS sooo Much

.M.i.s.s.e.s.

renu

nas

naz

sam

disha

kim

esther

rox

4e1

06S302

And

ICS..

Both MJC's

and TKGS'

On a happy note..Mardhiah...SAmantha*another sam* and My TL class..wif LYida's class Just Brighten ME day..

Well....

Life....

Has...

Its...

Reasons...

And...

I just don't know them

YET..

well as they say

If its bad

then it aint the end!

hope u r enjoying yourself

I have gotten over it

NOw simple pleasures..

make life as sweet as honey

AND HONEy is Wad i want..

Y.U.M.M.Y

2005-11-19T08:20:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we realise the loss when we lose something...but ain't it too late?... I don't know lar..but during this week my family lost two of its members...one i wasn't so close to but another i will forever cherish..his voice still rings in my ears..i haven't seen him for 2 years..but those memories have strenghten over these years..i can rememeber the moments that are so precious and these will never fade...well sad ta say one day we all would join him..unfortunately/ fortunately we gonna face death one day...and when its claws comes from behind us to ripe out our souls and as our life flashes before us wad would we remember?..all the exams we have taken? all the papers we have mugged for...how many family gatherings we have missed just so we can get that extra time ta study for? haha wad pleasent memories...yeah ppl tink abt it seriously...i m not saying that studying is nothing...but at this rate we all would have collected such beautiful memeories...which won't help us in any sense...our pleasent moments would be times that we saw As...crazie...but thats the route we all are heading towards..

Just becuz u don't get that many marks or as many grades doesn't mean u are stupid or that u are the one who is lost in this ocean filled with other "smart" folks...for those who think this way let me tell u something...those ppl have no memories to hold dear..when death picks on them n they start tinkin abt their lives...they realise they have lost most of it in trying ta get those grades..not by touching peoples lives..hearts..cum one...stop lighting your path onky..light someone else's candle and guide you both...stop it..give..stop taking everyting within ur reach...its abt giving...a littl light, knowledge..hope..smile...

I have been sterotyping alot..sorry..but sadly...its mostly the truth..but does not apply for everyone..its just a request...stop burying urself into those books...there's a HUGE world out there to look at...

_aneesa_

at last...

2005-10-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

haha OKey this shld be fast...hey ppl! new template!! at last...to all 4E1 ers love u!! alot!
esp u
LYD,
RENu,
NaS,
NAz,
SAm,
DIsha,
Kim,
ESTHer,
PJ,
PG,
ROX,
YAn see...yah
love u Loads!!

2005-09-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

its been a long month...r less..
haha life has crafted me into a mre...i dunnoe unique person
haha
well...Prelims are k..i shan't say mre unless i get mre info..on me marks...n m hoping that they morderate!!
oh Please..(just incase a teacher ends up readin this...highly unlikely though...but worth a try!!)

haha
K..nothing much except i soo need to change my layout...n the tag box..haha cuz its not working..haha
hmmm....yeah take care folks..haha N good luck for all the exams...

N to some ppl if i have hurt u..not been ard/ wif u.. ten im sorie...but i tried..n i just can't help it...haha
k take care..n god bless...

2005-09-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

Almost a month...its been a long month..god knows y..
haha
sometimes u don't know where ta go..
Or if the direction is correct..
I don't know..perhaps if things were diff then...It might be diff...
MAybe..ITs best the way it is...
i realised sooo many things...this month.. its been a real eye opener...
Sometimes we search for something that is right in front of us...
I ain't no angel..sometimes....ITs a wonder if there is any...OFcurse there is i mean how can there be no angels...I mean they are among the best....
haha i don't know wad shit i m crapping... but i ain't gonna erase it.. y do that when u can't erase wad ya wanna?...
I just wanna say...Ya noe...Perhaps its betta this way...Perhaps not but i don wanna go back in time to correct my mistakes cuz i noe...that mayb i might regret that...n now i ain't regreting...just sorie....yeah,....

HAHA that was shit!!

Big time...aniwaes...TA all U GUYS...Good Luck 4 O's and Prelims...

May god bless us all...

2005-08-08T18:41:00.000-07:00

CHAT WITH GOD

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty..
God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems?
God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..
God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading.Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessings, not what you are missing.

i borrowed it frm audrey...thanks!! isn't it nice?...well guys take care...life's short..hey tink abt this: If u know that u r gonna die in 24 hrs...wad wld u do?...Wld u tell ur crush u liked him/her?...ya?..i asked a fren this... she said no...wld i?...ya most probably...for sum reasons...
k gotta go!!!
Toodles
aneesa

2005-07-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

Everything has to come to an end! unfortunately....

k Firstly a great thank you to Mian, charmaine, von, soo, the other mian, renuka, nasreen, sochander, rishiba, akansha,..and ALL INTERACTORS!!!!
luv ya sec1s and 2s: tot ur dance rocked!!
Luv ya Sec 4s especially for everything...the smile, the gift, the craziness, the madness..letting me dance...screwing up the dance...we all did, din we?...But it was the best dance eva!!! i mean we were like so bad n all n we were enjoying ourselves...THaNK YA all!!! LUV YA !!!

Well have i got alot of catching ups to do!!

Just the other dae i realised: HEy the world is like so unfair...

i even wrote a letter to MR.JUSt!

haha

Well morbid Aneesa..

Aniwaes gotta buck up..n I promise u tt i won't be updatin till

.....

....

I dunno sept hols?

if thats called hol...

Back to todae..

at first i tot..

hey gonna be shitty

n stuff...

cuz i tot i wld be left out n all..

haha

BUT BOY WAS I WRONG!!!

ya...the interactors r always warm

n friendly..

and all

ya...luv ya...n i espcially luved the last section..

where juniors danced n

the seniors did a surprise item

that was a little.....not that nice-ish..BUT all the more..fun

haha n i also luved the cake part where we got cheeze cake..that was sooo rich

n nice...

and cookies from the HEADs..

ya that was nice too

n again another thing

LUV ya Ms HAmidah..thanks for having confidence in me..

EVERY INTERACTOR!!!

CHEERS..n god bless.

ya thats abt it besides praying that i will like do beta 4 prelims

;sometimes u get so sick of falling that u sit on one place and hope that u get to ur destination..n stuf...i was hoping tht 4 sum reasons...i wldn't have to go take the path i did wen i was pri6. Sometimes...hardwork isn't everything...actually it can be demoralising if u did ur best, tried so hard but u end up not getting aniwhere;

ya...k..studying calls...won't be coming here or sumtime But do tag k??luves

TOoDleS

aneesa

2005-07-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

dear blog...
wadeva im suppose to call ya...well here goes tadae..

earlie in the morning had tution n me n me mom got on to a taxi,.the driver was so rude!!! n a turtle wld probably have been faster than him. HE WAS RIDIN AT 40km/H!!!! was he sloow!!!
argh..i was so pissed and he missed the lane...and pretended that NOTHING was rong! he wen in circles..n made my mum kinda fustrated...ya n i was boilin!!argh well then we did end up at the the destination...AFTER A LONG TIME..

so the dae dragged on n i met my pri skool fren, gaythiri, n we went in circles lookin for our tamil teacher's home...n we got lost n stuff...which sucked cuz we were WALKING...argh my legs still hurt! n finally we gave up hope:mainly cuz i had tution: n took a cab to MP..well din have enuf money to leave her at home so she had ta take bus home...But at least we caught up wif our lifes..we were talkin n talkin n talking!

went ta tution..MR NG was in terrible mood...god! but then so was i..so it didn't really matter lar..my legs were achin n all...n ya...n then i realised that i brot the wrong foolscape!! so ya had ta share wif phoebe(THANK YA PHEBZ..) ten the guy behind me asked me if the recipt n $10 was mine! it fell 4rm my bag..n i was like shocked n ten took it frm him..whispered a tanks n ten frowned at myself tinking: irrespondsible aneesa where ta go like that? :ya lar ten after making sure that it was safely in my wallet, i turned back n told him tank ya again...ya i mean am really greatful!!! so man!!

so ya..ten after figuring the last ans...wif phoebe...i backed my bag n went ta "slp" n ya...was pissed when mr ng said sumting abt changin sum thing(cuz i had to take out my stuff)..ten the guy behind tapped me n asked" did u loose mre money?" i was surprised n ten said "no, no tank you..."...ya...i suppose my posture n slp mode made him tink like wise...but im so tankful n greatful...n ya...ya!!! THANKS DUDE....
k
gotago...
tOodles
aneesa

2005-07-07T05:15:00.000-07:00

some times just sitting ard and catching up wif ur past hurts. however senseless i can get/mite be/mite seem ta be, there is a point where one breaks down, loses his/her grip in life...

starts tumbling down

and

starting all ova..

its like when u step into the present u hope tat ur past wldn't catch up wif u...but in the end it does no matter wad...u lose in this game of catch...u can't hide...nor can u face it cuz it hurts..and there goes ur present is lost in the mist of ur past...i dunnoe if u/anyone for that matter understands this/ but ya...it doesn't matter...

sometimes u just get sick of runnin'

u sit on the same spot...

crying

asking for the past to leave ur soul...

asking the future to conquer wads left

im sick...perhaps at times...creating ur world is much betta

than living in this..

words hurt...so do actions..

and both together hurts 2wice...

toodles

aneesa

2005-06-25T04:33:00.000-07:00

Stop

STOP

STOP!

in this world its hard to live...Getting harder to breathe...

cuz every damn soul wants a piece of ur life.....

2005-06-20T06:32:00.000-07:00

Every time a new dae arrives, u wish something diff to happen..
At least thats my wish...
and todae something did...
I met my dear fren..primary skool fren...
its been so long since i met her...let along talk to her...
and the thing was even such along time we din feel like strangers...
i felt as if the past 3 years...or 2 years was made up in the first few seconds of our meeting
speak of a miracle...
imean it doesn't always happen
when u see your old classmates, even a smile is equivalent to hell...even harder to talk...catch up...anyting...everything...but this time it was diff..

.it was at first suprising...

Havent seen her for ages..so that was understandable...
there was no Hi no How are You...it started of wif a laugh...and ten...
i: haha still short eh?...
she: well not every1s like u...
i: 4get me already (in tamil)
she: NO u 4 got me..neva called me...nothing
i: i tried OKeY...not my fault that no one pick the phone...
she: Really?..when u called?...
i: last year...dec...( took my hp out)..your number?...still the same?...
she: ya..write urs at the back of my book...
i:(literally took it as BACK OF THE BOOK and started to write on the back cover...)
She: oi! not there lar...loosu manthiri errukathea...here(the last page)
i: neetha sonnea..enna ku eppadi therium ne enna kurureandu?...loosu ne tha...
we: larfed...

she came to the shop 2 photocopy...and then we hugged...long time no see...sighs..
then we chated as if we had talked to each other the previous dae... THis is called the beauty of freindship...then she had 2 leave...when i went home i got a call....it was from her..and we chatted again 4 1/2 an hour...
MIssed her....still...but thank god i met her todae...i mean or else we wouldn't have caught up...
hmmm....this reminds me of the other time...my pri skool fren..she sent me a letter tru my bro...my bro accidently left it at my teacher's home..and the following week, when he went bck the letter had disappered...oh well..speak of luck....i was fed up and then tried tracin bck...got her no..and then called her...
we talked for the first time aft 4 years...it was strange coz...i neva had been a close fren of hers...at least i neva tot.....n suddenly it seemed as if we were frens for a great deal of time...it was great..juts GREat..there is prob no other word to describe it...ya....

so i suppose im signing of in a weird mood...guess friendship does strengthen as it ages( like lydia says)...n it all is in the way u see it...ya...so luv ya all....all old frens, new frens all kinda frens...starts from the heart...ends there too...
at the moment im more then glad....thank ya god luv ya tooo...

ToOdles
AneeSa

all in a daes work

2005-05-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

Gee so there goes this week...i mean its all kinda sillly
First it was 0s ...Mt...k it went k...
Well that was b4 we started compareing ans...
Now its like so shaky...i Have no idea on wad ta get...

Argh my fren's blog is hell of a trouble...
(just a passin comment)

Ppl r actin damn weird...but its not as if i can do sumting abt it...I just can't drop it...I mean its just hard n all...Haha yan see's gone MAD!!( again a passing thought)
Argh gotten A.math tution 2mr...i was planning to chill and take life easy..But no sumppl have 2 make it a great deal worse...No hard feelings Mr Ng...but hey mt 0s just finished....n u ask me to throw my happiness away...

Now ive decided to only concentrate on my gd subjects...i mean like my teacher said no use focusing on the wrong thing
haiyah
well i have no idea on wad else to shit abt...xcept...
tt pleasing ppl is a waste of time...unless u really care for/luv them
yah
tts all....n tts 4 me too
TooODles

2005-05-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

Hahaha...luv my blogs new look....and all...hahaha...hey ppl wen u cum to me blog TAG!!!
haha
k
this week's been fine...gotten both ups and downs....
It was a surprise wen we got 2nd for debate...the debaters worked so hard and theyve been working a verrrrryyyyyyyyy lllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg Time...and there were troubles and all...ya I agree with disha....THEY DID THEIR BEST and I WAS GLOWING when i heard them...so when we heard the results it was like a slap on the face...But wad the heck i mean its a great pity that the teachers donnoe how to appriciate anything... and it was a good fight....i mean 4/6 was good...aniwaes if the Debaters are listening to this then this is wad i so much wanta tell

" U GUYS RoCk... No MAttER wAd Ill Luv YAh all For All the hArd Work And EffOrt U GuYS Put In...M PROuD OF U anD AcCOrding To ME ya aLL HAd already WOn WEn YA Got IntO thE fINalS... chEERS AnD nO mATtER wAD yA'LL wERE/ aRE gREAt!!!!"

sO yaH cHiLL k? i MeAN afTEA aLL iTS oVA....
aNIwAES o'LevEls like sO neAR aND AlL AND itS fREAky!!!
haHAha K...caTCH ya lATER k?...
tOodLes

2005-04-02T03:55:00.000-08:00

As the daes goes...ur light gets dim...u lose your path....u lose your heart...U lose yourself. You think again and again if the path is rite, if the daes will get brighter..You get no answers from any one...You search your soul and the sorrow echos..reminding you that you are lost.Lost in the hands of another. Lost trying to figure which was a lie and which wasn't. Which was meant to be n which wasn't...You hold urself together...Fix them as much as possible...yet scars remain ...you lose ur identity...lose that smile you use to help people find their lost...unidentified stuff....

Your cries aren't heard. THey're muffled. You scream in agony...Yet noone hears...they ignore you.
You are none of their concern...unless they need sumthing from u...Till then u may not even exist..
The foot prints you create ,walking painstakingly, is only yours... Until, seconds later....they walk on yours claiming they are theirs.
You have to hide your sorrow behind the pleasent face.
You can't be generous...can't be kind...for it is a sin...no man kind should commit. A sin that they feed on. Biting onto every bit of you thats left...
THey have no feelings....You have....THey have no heart....You have....Yet they exist...YOU don't....
They Exist YOU Dont....for all they care you may be the best...but they are better....You can't beat them....

THeres no just in this world.....Its enveloped with lies....Concealed by evil....TOuched by a devil...
Yet we claim that Justice remains here....when we are fooled by hearts that are printed with love but not filled with it....We are fools....Fools of Justice....For we believe that there is such when it doesn't even exsist in any form....Its merely a word....a word we use without meaning....without understanding if there is a pure substance of its kind.....How much have we been deceived?....how many masks have we seen without knowing the actress behind it?...Y is it us and not them....Y is it always us?...Y?

YoYoYo

2005-03-03T06:20:00.000-08:00

sheesh...now im feeling the pressure...the Os...the other dae nasreen and i were speaking to reka..and she was telling us all abt prelims and gave me goose pimples....oh dear...i m no where prepared to face the os....wel wel....miss ho scholded disha and me de other dae...so sad...coz we din hand in prac worksheet....blah....i donno lar...i m sooo glad me mum and dad are so helpful...my father is now teaching me howto do chem and physics....hooray...i am so happy...sighs...i don't see the point of bloging really such a waste of my time i so prefer writting...u noe wads here is in my diary...haha weird? rite...yah i noe....k lar got to go chem homework calls.....can u hear it? sighs i can...k toodles.....

2005-02-23T00:25:00.000-08:00

i feel like crapping...
i m in a good mood...
but still feel like crapping...
only a week ago.....
a pencil case and a caluctor went missing...
both were MINE....
sighs...
well then the world turned great...
at this moment i have to thank many ppl...
esp...
RENUKA>>>>> 4 everything and the thought(she GAVE me her calculator and pencil case wif sum stuffs in it...
LYDIA>>>>>>4 the pen...its such a nice pen....

Yah THANK YOU!!!

i mean im so greatful!!!! that i donno wad else to say...thanks again.....

Me?! Personalirty tests comments...

2005-02-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

haha...i think its so ridiculous....i m a noisy person...and friendly and hot tempered...but none of those are mentioned...makes me laugh...how true it is?! y not u rate it?...i think i m my own judge...yah so doesn't matter wad those things say...blah...haha...well well the weeks are going fine...but too many things to do...sighs...donno lar im not in a mood to write anyting...yawns...my eyelids are gettinh heavier...so earlie and i m so sleepy...11.05pm and i m sleepy already way to go aneesa...toodles...yawns....* ZzzzZzzzZzzZZzZz*

me?!What kind of girl are you?

2005-02-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

me?!What kind of girl are you?
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

2005-02-18T06:45:00.000-08:00

What is your anime hair color?

Your anime hair color is green.

2005-02-18T06:40:00.000-08:00

me ?!what kind of angel are you?

you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the
people you love and vaule.

2005-02-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

Me?....oh Personality test

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new YYH Series ~A
Bleeding Heart~

2005-01-27T03:19:00.000-08:00

WARNING: THIS GAL IS MORBID FOR THE TIME BEING...REMAIN A SAFE DISTANCE FROM COMPUTER!!!

here goes...yesterdae we had drama for 4 hours...and the dae befor for 3 hours...i m exausted, feeling as if all my energy is drained to the every last drop...i donno wads up wif drama...productions great...every things great and all but its...i donnoe wad it is...actually i donno wad its not...its like in Drama everythings fake...i luv acting and all...but it isn't the stage its the ppl on the stage...i luv them...ya...but i mean i mean cummon man...its like...i just can't bring myself to type it down...ya...i mean yesterdae was so emotionally unbalance...one minute every1s smiling and the other frown replaces them... its like we r in a whirpool of emotions and each minute we are being twisted, and along with us twists our emotion...well the main thing is that yesterdae was casting for SYF...i neva wanted to get in it...put my name in the 'lighting list" ten came along a great fren suggesting in put my name in main cast...my brain says yes heart says no...followed my brain unfortunately...then the auditions...din get in..was happy...u r perhaps thinking man, this gal is morbid...nuts...y would ani1 not wanna to get a role?...morbid...yes i am but nuts? i beg to differ...thats all....no i don beg to differ...i am naturally different...i mean every1 is rite? yah so the last part of the story...the sec4s were anxious-most of them...wanted to get a role and all...but unfortunately there are only eight roles...so it was a tof fight...and as usual those who were not so popular din get in...and there goes...i ain't speaking for myself...i m just reading wads in every1s mind and being the nice one to pen it down...i got into production was a mix...both talent and luck...i suppose its more luck than talent...sighs...i donno...i seriously don't...i find this whole thing a waste... a waste hoping for a miracle....
and hoping that that miracle is not a miracle at all...you noe wad im saying?...well a couple went home teary eyed...my heart was sinking....and its like...i so sick of it...i mean...talk abt unfair!!! i donno....lar...i m just fustrating my anger...and all...and the thought of having like a million tests b4 the weekend and aftea doesn make the world a nicer place to be in...lols...as u can see. my emotional stablity is at ground zero...don't think its gonna go any more shaky than it already is...sighs...stop it aneesa u sound like a fool....well its my conscience voiceing its concerns and rubbing the fact that i hav a meeting on sat from 11am to 10pm and tution frm 5-7...lols...wow...thats soo wonderful!!!well well...i suppose im lucky for drama...i got many apportunities to act esp during production as main cast...i mean its so unfair...for those who din't get a chance to shine under limelight...

k lar sorie for being an irritant...i noe...i am so irritating...ani wae just to tell you the truth...i actually luv drama...i mean the ppl are pigs at time but then who isn't?...i mean...i was a pig a few minutes ago rite? haha...man oh man...wad to do?...so contridicting...hiyah maybe i should consult a pyschaitrist?! lols...considering i want to becum 1 myself i vote that option out...this year i have vowed not to run for sports dae...i noe....i m being that morbid bitch again...i don wanna run...nope not this year...coz i think that if u wanna run u need ur heart and soul in it...don hav it this time considering wad happend last year ill be a fool to take part again...it would just bring my self honour down and ill be standing level to it...man oh man...i aint making sense...dont try making sense out of it....feeling more than mere morbidness(is there such a word?) bye now for i am not in the mood for animore nonsense from myself..."nuts" claims my conscience..."nutty conscience" i reply...sighs this is getting me no where..."stop sighing" orders conscience...i don't wanna argue with it for it seems to not leave my soul in peace for a single second...now if u can listen close...you can here it chanting..."say goodbye now... see your work piling up...homework calls!!...say goodbye now...see your work piling up...homework calls!!"
bet u can't hear but i can and well have to give in to it for it is telling the true and may the good win...always...well we noe that in life generally its another story but for now...i shall let conscience win...toodles

Hiyah

2005-01-22T05:21:00.000-08:00

man...there went the hols and now i m piled with work and more work....sighs ....i haven felt the stress yet surprisingly but this year i have many ppl to prove wrong....yap...i luv when that happens it is like a nice way of slapping ones face and then laughing at it....of curz in a goood way...it hurts no-one just makes me merrier...and satisfied and then when the person cums up with something to say can just shove it on his/her face....(lols) just the thought of it makes me glow...haha...well we have to have motivation rite...and my source of such is tru this...call it unfortunate or perhaps fortunate...well that really depends on which side of the table ur on rite?! well if u r gonna ask me how the year has kicked off i am clueless....as usual i have no comments....i mean at the end of the dae i sit and think wadhave i learnt todae and i smile to myself( or more like grin) and assure myself that i have:
1) created a smile in someones heart
2) done my duties as a sis and daughter
3) and lastly done something foolish but satisfying....like jumping ard....
Then i tell myself well done Aneesa at this rate...u will get oscar awards for acting as an angel!
lols
k lar gotta go...
oh wait ill tell you how the New year started with:
A NEW comp!!(hooray and at last)
A NEW pair of glasses
.....loads more lar bu t me bros on me back to get of this comp so toodles

...words aren't it....

2005-01-03T23:13:00.000-08:00

...do u noe wad? i miss yvip...ya...boy ...so its the 4th day of a brand new year...and i have gotten the hang of writting 2005 at last...i mean last year it took me 6 months just to write 04!! but i like 04 betta then 05...i mean the number...and 06 is much betta!! luv 06 already...can't wait for the 4 months hols...yah...pity that we have to pass through o level first...man nasty huh? speaking of cruelty...the tsunami....ya...man i wander how the ppl r doing in Nagapatinam...home town....sighs miss india...and me relatives...well lifes gotta go on...no use staying in the past when everyone has moved forward...its just that the first step hurts and once u get things going u can't stop...ya..so...oh we had CA todae...boy...no comments...thats all...k lar gotta go...when the time comes we shall meet....ya.....bye!! toodles
aneesa

Ho ho ho

2004-12-24T05:47:00.000-08:00

k... this ain't gonna be long...sumthing short...
Firstly merry x'mas!! man so fast the year has past...and it still feels like i m sec2!! well if u are gonna ask me how this year has been, all i can say is," smashin'!"...yah many ups and downs. like for xample the production...had many ups there...yap and yvip too...kinda motivating and all...the downs are very personal stuff...and yah don feel like speaking abt them now...so...for the new year any ambitions?...well ill keep them to myself for the time being...wen i reach them ill tell u k? yah n if i don blog in by the first...heres an advance greeting...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

AND

MAY GOD BLESS U!!

Well here is something...idonno abt u but me...i think this year has been a real eyeopener and a year ill neva forget..so many ppl ive met...bonds made...bonds broken...festives and deaths...happiness and sadness...it goes a long way i tell u...and i donno if im up for next year...the surprises...the unxpected...eveything...the end of a road and a begining of another journey...all i noe is that ill hav to face it...we all hav to...well...for now ill enjoy the remaining daes of this year...hope u do too...till next time...always smile...take care...luving u & looking out 4 u....ur pal aneesa...toodles...and god bless

....-~´¨¯¨`·~-.Miracles.-~´¨¯¨`·~-....

2004-12-18T19:28:00.000-08:00

i hav no idea of what im feeling at the moment....
sadness?
For leaving the sundac cck and cc homes?
For the knowledge that i have changed spiritually?
For knowing that there is nothing like a time travel machine which would bring me back in time...
Or perhaps knowing that i didn't treasure every second of this journey...

Happiness?
That i hav kept to my promise...I promised to smile and create more..
That i can face this world knowing that there are people more worse off...
Or that there would be always another time...but with different ppl..in a different surrounding...

all i m sure of is that this journey may hav ended here but it is the start to another...that there will be a time when i walk down memory lane and think "WAD have i achieve in my life" ..ten ill find all the answers at this very stop...Sometimes in life there are certain things you hav to leave behind and others you have to take along...to equipped you in the OUTSIDE WORLD...Some of the things ill take are the miracles created in the homes...I din't create them..they were created by the very people in the homes...The fact that they have seen much more in life and ain't mourning and crying that they havn't gotten everything in the world is definitely the best of the miracles..Coming as runner up is the Colloq that these people are always willing to help each other out...being always on the move...and valuing everything they have...Well if i start on miracles, the list is endless...So thy shalt...Though MY definition of a miracle may not be that of urs...the idea is somewad the same...so why not you go tell me yours...the miracles you have created...shared..felt...?
In this some wad odessey...ive met many ppl...so here goes...

Yvonne: Thank you...For being a great pal...I mean we did have our deep talks..me running out on u guys...yah am still figuring out y i did it...must be that impulse of the moment...lols...aniwea...you are a great pal...someone who loves to sing...be a heck of a fun..u noe ur limits...and sometimes it impresses me, how you can just say somethings which i consider personal...mybe thats becoz i wait till i noe the degree of how much i can trust someone b4 telling that person something...or maybe you just tot that we are close...but wadeva it is, it still impreses me,an amazes me wad could hurt you...something so slight..btw nice meeting you...hope this frenship neva ends and yah...im really sorrie...for wad eva i siad that my hav hurt you and for my late comings...lols...sorie! ; P

YiXian: Blah...thats all i can say...no lar just kidding...u noe u r weird...which is good...i think sometimes i have to stand there and tink a million times if u are being sacarstic or not...lols...u give me the feeling of this gal who pretends that nothing bothers her but deep inside...it does...i donno...if im rite..but thats wad i feel...and its been nice spending time with you...like half of the time..u make me stand there...with u and act like a looney...lols...you don't really like to be left alone do u?...and the times where u can detect if a person is feeling sad or not...u are very observant...yah..boy...its been nice to share some stupid things wif u like...u noe wad...lols...k lar..hope well meet again and hav the light in our eyes each time...lols...sorie if i eva have hurt yah,k? go take care! Lols ; D

HuiYi: My one and only aries pal...hope you are feeling fine now...take care k? lols...Hey man the firz time i saw yah i tot...such a bubbly gal...must be in dance...can't imagine u in guides...lols...really..i tink you are such a nice person...someone who will always say wads in your heart which is great...really...you have a dragon inside that bubbly feature...don't wanna make yah angry...but...boy i don wanna see that dragon...i think it was nice we talked the otherdae...all abt...wad ur fren say and stuff it was really frank of you...i mean..i would hav like...been so shy and would hav avoided that conversation...but man..was it good...Be always who you are and NEVA EVER ASHAMED OF UR ASSETS...Yep? lols...nice meeting u...sorie if i had hurt u at any point in time k? lols..will mis yah : P

WanTheng: Man Wad nice pal you are...my first impression of u was a quite gal...but boy am i wrong...you are a frank person and i always will think of u as an older sis...thats good new for u...lols...we are always the people at the wrong place at the wrong time huh? lols...u noe wad i mean huh?...man i tink u are a great person with a very responsible personality..you take wad people say with apinch of salt and always see the other person's point of view rite? i mean...thats wad i hav noticed...
Hey i gotta go so 2 be continued...

YVIP ROCKS

2004-12-04T02:22:00.000-08:00

here we go again...
something short...
YVIP JUST ROCKS...
Miss you guys already!!!

Giving In

2004-11-20T23:58:00.000-08:00

She's slipping;

she's falling away.

She's pulled and tugged by unsubsiding forces,

taking grasp of her every day.

She's slipping;

she's falling away.

She's strapped down and listless;

the stars she gazed upon,

now flicker and fade slowly away.
She's slipping;
she's falling away.
She's bruised and worn;
her will has been shattered,
a toy with which the world plays.
She's slipping;
she's falling away.

She's shoved to the edge 'til she stands on tip-toes,

looming over a pool of dismay.

She's slipping; she's falling away.

Further and further,

she's twisted and stretched.

Life's beyond her control;

her destiny is etchedon a jagged rock.

She's fallen over the edge.

As she gasps her last breath,

she glances up at the ledge . . .

How wonderful it was . . . then.

But that's all too distant now.

And her eyelids lower,

like curtains,

to her world.

Melissa Hudasko

It is hard to let go....even harder think of it...

2004-11-16T05:54:00.000-08:00

Hey!!!

Aniwae just a short something. Holidaes are here and they some how don't seem like hols. I was running around s'pore for the past days and then the festive season hit me...hard..first was deepavali and then hari raya...celebrated in the most weirdest way...don't wanna give details...we ended at home and then...+*'`kaboom'*+... there went the first dae of RAYA..gee..was it fast..
k...i dont feel like typing animore...bye
toodles:aneesa...

Frozen

2004-10-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

Hey!

Man xams are ova and results are in...boy..it is SO depressing you know...sighs..lets not talk abt it..so how's life? yours? good i hope coz down here its like a rocky boat about to topple any second... not that i MIND..but its too shaky....K! i betta stop crapping now..
Yah i guess its the "POST Xam" thing! man...

Aniwae we are having a netball interclass tournament and i am the reserve and i am crossing my fingers and hoping that the gal i mite replace come-hope she's reading it-coz i would be fasting and i don't wanna feel thirsty or wad evea...

I love this font...sooo nice and classy..yah? My cuz is coming back to singapore!!! soo glad...

hey thing abt this:

Some times many of us feel as if we are living a fake life. As if we are frozen and living a life that fulfills everyone xcept our dreams..yah? i mean think... abt it everything we do has to be considered and thought twice abt because of what the world would say...rite? We don't do things because of what people would say or because people don't do it...some times some of us plaster our faces with fake smiles, just to "BE HAPPY SO THAT THE WORLD WOULD BE HAPPY". i mean cumon!!! how many of us do things true to us...to like fulfill our dreams...not many...sighs sad eh?

Aniwae to those fasting...way to go pals, hari raya is soo near...the festive seasons are come on full blast...can u feel it?!!!! Good day and days to cum..and fulfill ye dreams!!!
TOOdlEs

TOo SEriOus Too SOon

2004-09-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

Dear _____,

Since yesterday i was talking rot todae i shall make up for it...

Firstly...About me!!!

I am emotional (think U shld noe that bye now)
I luv the colors blue, purple, maroon and BLACK
I HATE PINK...(i noe i m a gal and wad so ever but SERIOUSLY...how can anione like that color?!)
(sorrie Folks who luv that color!)

Secondly...Big SORIESSSSSS.....

Renu (abt the unwrapped present)
Naz (coz i said i was gonna wrap it)
Lyd (coz i was an idiot)

K folks i shall not write a long one...(coz i myself hate long blogs)...but before i say toddles..a few..touching quotes...from me too U...Now toddles(",)

" FOR every step we take...

AND every bond we make...

ITS only our hearts that'll break..."

-me-

K..k b4 i leave i have another Quote by anonymous:

Some people put on too many masks,

That the forget their true faces

Man another dae

2004-09-01T23:39:00.000-07:00

hey. this is my first time so i think i will kinda sound crappy. lets start with today...
It was kinda weird....i just missed my bus my some 3 seconds....and i was like shit coz i thought that i was gonna be freakingly late...(i would have just passed the gates at the nick of time if i had taken that bus)...fortunately the next bus was fairly empty( to tell the truth...very empty)..so i hopped on it and arrived in skool a minute early!!!!!! luckly it was raining and i managed to slip past the gates and run to my class...Bravo!!!! My teacher wasn't in class...goodness .was i lucky...

The day dragged on. First was free period. Then it was mother tongue. That was when hell BROKE LOOSE!!! my teacher was having her "pep talk" with me abt....Friending a freaking gal?!!! can u believe it? i was ADVICED to friend a betrayer?! man was i boiling...so she asked me y i did not FRIEND the girl!! here was about how it went:

Teacher(freaking): I thought you both were good friends? What happened did she betray
you or something?

I(boiling ): y? erm we weren't actually close friends you noe?

Teacher (digging for information): but you were very close last year?

I(now totally furious): -said nothing-(and stared at blank space[ you should try it it really
works coz no-one wouldn't want to meddle with you after that])

i was mad: furious!!! man wad rite does that person(teacher) have to tell me who to friend and who to not? and y couldn't that freaking gal (the betrayer) just let things be? i mean asking a teacher to fix the broken strings would not make it any stronger....

Disclaimer: ***THOSE who know abt the TEACHER ignore this!!!
** If U r the BETRAYER!!! Stop FOOLING AROUND AND 4GET THAT
FREAKING FRIENDSHIP!!!! that would be the best 4 u...and perhaps me
* for those who don't know me...sighs...i am not usually like that just some ppl get on
your nerves...

...............so for now toodles..catch u another time....if i am in a good state of mind (NOT MAD)

A miracle...

Life...

http://www.sta.nus.edu.sg/~zhangjt/life/lovegame.html

Thankful..

at last...

all in a daes work

YoYoYo

Me?! Personalirty tests comments...

me?!What kind of girl are you?

Hiyah

...words aren't it....

Ho ho ho

....-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.Miracles.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-....

YVIP ROCKS

Giving In

It is hard to let go....even harder think of it...

Frozen

TOo SEriOus Too SOon

Man another dae

....-~´¨¯¨`·~-.Miracles.-~´¨¯¨`·~-....